Try to cover that heart on your sleeve girl!

[_your_my_fix_]

sadly to say that my body now lives off of caffiene and nicotine, not that i crave it but my body tells me that i will die with out it..so bad i need to stop.lately i feel empty inside, like a halowness kinda of empty and my heart is being thrown around like monkey in the middle..b/c we all know that i wear my heart on my sleeve for everyone to see and its killing me.im a sucker for guys but most of all a sucker for lust.last night after 2 weeks i got to see gerardo..but why did it feel like i barely knew the guy? i feel the lack of interst or maybe its just me being self concious cuz i tend to do that often when i like someone..ehh i need to stop this random nonsense or maybe i just need to see some old friends ayy?
well anywho..im buying a ipod finally so i hook it up to my car and actually listen to good music other than the fucking radio yay for me!