holy fuckin fuck.
yikes. tonight was fuckin amazing. i worked, then went to meet alex and nick at starbucks, but then got called home because i had a family gathering and everyone was waitingn for me to come home before they ate. then i went out to starbucks finally with nick and alex after, we went to moxies after and they got food and i just bought drinks and my bill came up to more then theirs did, fuckin bastards. 2 double rye and gingers came to 15 bucks. what a fuckin rip off. then i went to chelseas for a little get together cause dave bell was back in town. i drank a 26 of jack daniels single barrel. fuckin hectic. i don drink ,much but i felt it last night. then after that i went out with the boys for a bit, did our thing, and came home. me and steven chilled here till like 7:30 just talking and sort of drinking and hangin out cause everyone else had to go home. we waited till he and i sobered up enough to drive me to my truck for him to drive home and me to drive home. fuck man. tonight was fucked. i went to kevs when i droppped hom off at like 3 and talkedm to him mom for a while. it wasawesome. i havnt talked to her in a long time and i dunno, i just came in to say hi and to let her know evern thought im drunk as fuck if her sons with me hes in good hands. i like her. me and her have a bond sort of. i try my best to be a good influence and she knows that. then we dropped gena opff and i came in and said hi to his dad and made sure he was all good. then me and steve went to my place and yeah, i woke daves ass up at like 4 and took some beer off of him. fuck man i cant even type properly. i can barely sit straight. but i drove home okay. if you wait long enough it doesnt matter howq drunk you are, as long as the cops dont have checkstops up. im not even that drunk really anymore. oi guess maybe im just burnt out and fuckin tired. anyways i gotta hit the hay. i might have to drive kev to work tomorrow and i gotta hit the gym and shit before everything closes. and i have to buy some more liquor and fill myself with the christmas spirit. peace. oh yeah, and for some reason i feel like a hero when i show up out of nowhere and buy booze for underage kids and drive them from place to place picking mu tings they arent old enough to buy. i remember back in the day i used to have to buy beer for kurt cause i could pass for 18 and he couldnt. i was like 16 at the time. its funny cause hes older than me. anyways im just rambling and remenicing now. so i better go. fuck i lost my chapstick. i need it badly. goodbye. holy fuck its like 8:30 in the morning. WOOOOOOOOWEEEEEE. no work till tuesday, im fuckin pumped. i have a family gathering monday and i think me and dave and my cousins husband and my uncle are gonna get shitfaced so i might ask dave tomorrow if i can taketuesday off. we'll see how it goes. goodnight for the last time mother fuckers. and merry christmas. p.s. everybody has a weakness. even supermen like me. so dont judge or fuck you