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[_yo_chan_]

today I was aggitated - pissed off really bad - people were just annoying the shit outta me

at first I thought I'm screwed I'm screwed I'm screwed forever

now I'm actually kind of scared

since I'm home someone will catch me

I don't like this feeling

bile is in my throat

I want to take as much shit as I have to stop this feeling

this is'nt right