Nostalgia
It weird to start blogging again. Although much has transpired since last I wrote, yet it doesn't really all that matter. Yesterday I went out with Arika in what we originally planned was job searching. It was great fun and we didn't even really mind the cold. We started in downtown and worked our way north. Eventually we ended up in Boystown. We looked around and then had lunch at our favorite place Nookies. Up then we were still pretty happy.
Later on, Arika decides to go see a movie. I, like always, am up for a good movie so we went to see My Bloody Valentine. Well... The movie wasn't all that great and left a very big disappointment that is beyond words. Although we already suspected that the movie will disappoint us, it still wasn't enough to brace for it. From then on, the evening somewhat was ruined. We went over to McDonald's near the Hard Rock cafe to gather ourselves together. But it seems I was the only one who kinda felt broken.
After McDonald's, we proceeded on our way home. We talked while on the train and I notice a strange asian couple, or at least I think they were couple, kept peering out the front of the train as the conductor operated. Then there was also this guy that gave me weird looks while I was talking to Arika like I said something offensive to him. Sorta an annoying pest really.
Upon returning home, I just laid face-down on my bed for a while, trying to come up with something to do and pass the time. I turned on my laptop after awhile and saw Robert's address on screen. Seeing it made me feel conflicted again. Whether or not I should write to him. I do want to say many things to him yet am afraid to. So after leaving a message on Arika's facebook, I waited around till Alex woke up. I wished him a safe day and hope he be careful while he was at work. Soon after I just went to bed with a long sleepless night ahead of me.
I got out of bed around 8:15ish after I heard someone moving around upstairs. With the sense of nostalgia and the conflictedness from last night still fresh in my head, I wonder what am I to do. I guess... After all this time, I have yet to be a different person than I was when I last blogged...
Later on, Arika decides to go see a movie. I, like always, am up for a good movie so we went to see My Bloody Valentine. Well... The movie wasn't all that great and left a very big disappointment that is beyond words. Although we already suspected that the movie will disappoint us, it still wasn't enough to brace for it. From then on, the evening somewhat was ruined. We went over to McDonald's near the Hard Rock cafe to gather ourselves together. But it seems I was the only one who kinda felt broken.
After McDonald's, we proceeded on our way home. We talked while on the train and I notice a strange asian couple, or at least I think they were couple, kept peering out the front of the train as the conductor operated. Then there was also this guy that gave me weird looks while I was talking to Arika like I said something offensive to him. Sorta an annoying pest really.
Upon returning home, I just laid face-down on my bed for a while, trying to come up with something to do and pass the time. I turned on my laptop after awhile and saw Robert's address on screen. Seeing it made me feel conflicted again. Whether or not I should write to him. I do want to say many things to him yet am afraid to. So after leaving a message on Arika's facebook, I waited around till Alex woke up. I wished him a safe day and hope he be careful while he was at work. Soon after I just went to bed with a long sleepless night ahead of me.
I got out of bed around 8:15ish after I heard someone moving around upstairs. With the sense of nostalgia and the conflictedness from last night still fresh in my head, I wonder what am I to do. I guess... After all this time, I have yet to be a different person than I was when I last blogged...