Aug 31, 2006 02:15
I've done some thinking on my whole crush issue and its bugging the crap out of me. Unlike the crush I had on Donnie for that week, this crush I believe will hurt more because I actually find alot of common grounds with him. There is a downfall if I confess though. One is that he is one the best friend of Billy and that can go sour between us which I don't want. Then also the reputation in Boystown is also gonna go down the drain. But if I don't say it, I will keep it bottled up inside myself. So its kinda like loose-loose situation.
Aside from that, Arika has her own guy problems as well.. She likes this Jacob whats-his-name from the Levis store on Michigan Ave. I will admit he is attractive for a guy in his type of category. And I have done my share to play matchmaker for the both of them but it didn't not work as I planned. Instead Arika has to go up to him herself and ask him out I suppose. We all have our guy problems I suppose.
Yesturday I got mad at Ariel when she hooked up with this Daniel guy from her class. I dunno... I took it out immediately and exploded. I suppose that I wasn't good with dealing with my guy problem and Arika's problem then to see my other friend having none of that. Sighs...
Anyhow its late. So laters.