Mierda

Dec 11, 2005 18:16

Today was a fucked up day really. It was pretty striaght foward all until the last 30 minutes of work. I told my friend Mike lo que paso ayer con un tipo quien me llamo desde Nueva York diciendo mierda de mis amigos. Of course I cussed him out and then hung up on that basturd. Mike me dijo que ese tipo was like a stalker and was like all obessed with one of my friend. So I would believe that a good friend would tell the other friend what happened and then see what actions will take. Since I don't have my other friend's number, Mike went ahead and told that person.

Y hoy casi cuando me salgo del trabajo, tengo un IM que he was fucking mad at me? Y yo pregunto porque. El me dijo que I'm making all of this shit up. I was like what? Despues he basically cussed me out. I took that verbal assault with a pinch of salt and said nothing back. Y si se duele. Porque pa' mi, mis amigos son mi vida. Si no tengo mis amigos, no tengo nadie verdadmente. Cuando I got online, my friend Mike was all pissed off about me too. El me dijo que I was making up the entire thing. So you know what, I give up. I don't know what to do as a friend now.

I do the things I do only for the sake of my friends and thier well being. So if all I'm going to get is to have that and insults thrown back at me, I don't see why I should continue to make any friends. Speaking of which, lately a wave of people are coming up to me asking me to be friends with them. Primero, si tu jamas me hablas antes and I've never seen you before; how do you expect me to answer such a question? So basically what goes through my head every time these people come up to me with the same question is that you need me to help you with something temporarily and then you'll throw me aside. So the answer is basically no. These people don't even intorduce themselves. So whatever.

Me canso de tratando ser un bien amigo. So I'm just going to have to stick to what I got left of my "friends" and see how far the friendship goes. And thank you Keka for giving me your thoughts. I really appriciate it. You don't know how comforting your words are. So yeah, I need to get back to my studies. Finals are next week. Good luck to all of you whom are in college. Though some of you don't need it. Take care.

-Yiu-
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