My quiet lil moment
Okay, its time for me to tell you guys and gals what happened yesturday at work and the events that followed up till now. I'm gonna say forth hand that not alot of the things I'm gonna say are not gonna be good ones. But this is the public version so there will not be any profanity of any sort. So here it goes. It will begin with work from yesturday.
I got to Jia's abour 30 minutes before it was my shift was gonna begin. Course at that time I was all good and happy. Just basically my normal self. I got the papers Sherry wanted me to print out. So I waited for Tom to get in. He got in about 5 minute ofter 5. I was already started to work on an order that was taking place. After awhile business started to pick up and things started to get busy.
I know that I'm the new guy and I don't really know all the stuff they have there. So I did mixed up one order. I think I mixed up with the Pad Thai Chicken with something else. So yeah that was my only mistake during my second day. From then on I only felt worse and worse. Ademas de eso ellos estuve hablando sobre mi. Y como sea que yo entendia lo que ellos estuve hablando sobre mi. Despues de eso I felt bad till I got of work.
Tom got really worried when I stopped talking altogether. I assured him that nothing was wrong though I was only saying that to comfort myself. I guess maybe. But I kinda felt como out of place so to speak. So now I know que ahora yo tengo algunos enemigos ahi in este restaurante. Y crea me, si yo queria hacer algo a el. Oh boy, he'll be in for it. Besides its not like his cooking/sushi making skills are that top notched. Si you tenia un poco de ayuda y alquien quien pude teach me alil more, I can become a sushi chef too.
But whatever. After awhile around 9:40 or so, I stared to get a few phone calls. Half of me was kinda happy about it cause it'll take my mind off the mistake I made. But the other half of my felt like blah and didn't want to talk to noone. I still answered it anyways... It was Jessie, Sakura, and Jake. I tried to sound like my normal self buy I guess I was trying too hard and they found out I was upset. I didn't tell them why yet so yeah.....
I left work and apologized to my boss for the mishap. I felt it was only right since I did screw up even though it was just once. I was gonna just head home and had some of the stew I had finish making around 8. My lil bro turned off the stove for me when I asked him too even though he was playing some online game. But still it was nice of him to. But instead I get a call from my cousin that I need to pick something up from grandma for her. I didn't mind that much since Tom was gonna go to Chinatown anyways.
Off we went on the Red Line. We had a good talk about some stuff. Saw a guy drop a note off to a brunette and she was like "WTF?!"; Tom and I just laughed at that. So we got off and slowly made our way to the archer courts. He went his way and I went mine. I got up to my grandma's apartment and she saw right away that I was upset depsite my effort to hide it. I told her it was nothing. I pick up the 2 packages, I dunno what was inside but it was sorta kinda heavy. I got out but didn't see Tom. I guessed that he went on his way home so I decided to do the same. I got home around 11:30.
I gave her stuff to her and I went back downstairs to have stew by meself in the kitchen. So from then till around 1 or 2am. I decided to go hit the shower and then take a nap before I go to school. Yeah my self-esteemed and confidence just dropped several stories since work. Went through school as quickly as possible. I actually went to have lunch since Liz joined me. Its not white girl Liz, but the cute nice girl Liz. I had a small chat with her but it didn't cheer me up much.
I went to the meeting in hopes of seeing Nancy and James again. But neither of them were there. So that was quite depressing and upsetting. I came directly home cause I didn't want to really be with anyone today. So yeah, I'm feeling really bad about myself. I got work tomorrow. Hopefully I won't make any mistakes. The thing thats keeping me going at this moment are all you good folks who comments me. It gives me a small piece of hope that people actually care bout me. So to you all I thank you.
Thats all for now. Thanks again for donating your time to my site. I really appiciate it and can never thank you enough. So take care now people. Also try to have safe fun. So I'll be checking up on you guys and gals soon hopefully. I've already taken my cell number off from the previous post. So if you want it now, ask me. Good night everyone. May you all have a great tomorrow.
-Yiu-
I got to Jia's abour 30 minutes before it was my shift was gonna begin. Course at that time I was all good and happy. Just basically my normal self. I got the papers Sherry wanted me to print out. So I waited for Tom to get in. He got in about 5 minute ofter 5. I was already started to work on an order that was taking place. After awhile business started to pick up and things started to get busy.
I know that I'm the new guy and I don't really know all the stuff they have there. So I did mixed up one order. I think I mixed up with the Pad Thai Chicken with something else. So yeah that was my only mistake during my second day. From then on I only felt worse and worse. Ademas de eso ellos estuve hablando sobre mi. Y como sea que yo entendia lo que ellos estuve hablando sobre mi. Despues de eso I felt bad till I got of work.
Tom got really worried when I stopped talking altogether. I assured him that nothing was wrong though I was only saying that to comfort myself. I guess maybe. But I kinda felt como out of place so to speak. So now I know que ahora yo tengo algunos enemigos ahi in este restaurante. Y crea me, si yo queria hacer algo a el. Oh boy, he'll be in for it. Besides its not like his cooking/sushi making skills are that top notched. Si you tenia un poco de ayuda y alquien quien pude teach me alil more, I can become a sushi chef too.
But whatever. After awhile around 9:40 or so, I stared to get a few phone calls. Half of me was kinda happy about it cause it'll take my mind off the mistake I made. But the other half of my felt like blah and didn't want to talk to noone. I still answered it anyways... It was Jessie, Sakura, and Jake. I tried to sound like my normal self buy I guess I was trying too hard and they found out I was upset. I didn't tell them why yet so yeah.....
I left work and apologized to my boss for the mishap. I felt it was only right since I did screw up even though it was just once. I was gonna just head home and had some of the stew I had finish making around 8. My lil bro turned off the stove for me when I asked him too even though he was playing some online game. But still it was nice of him to. But instead I get a call from my cousin that I need to pick something up from grandma for her. I didn't mind that much since Tom was gonna go to Chinatown anyways.
Off we went on the Red Line. We had a good talk about some stuff. Saw a guy drop a note off to a brunette and she was like "WTF?!"; Tom and I just laughed at that. So we got off and slowly made our way to the archer courts. He went his way and I went mine. I got up to my grandma's apartment and she saw right away that I was upset depsite my effort to hide it. I told her it was nothing. I pick up the 2 packages, I dunno what was inside but it was sorta kinda heavy. I got out but didn't see Tom. I guessed that he went on his way home so I decided to do the same. I got home around 11:30.
I gave her stuff to her and I went back downstairs to have stew by meself in the kitchen. So from then till around 1 or 2am. I decided to go hit the shower and then take a nap before I go to school. Yeah my self-esteemed and confidence just dropped several stories since work. Went through school as quickly as possible. I actually went to have lunch since Liz joined me. Its not white girl Liz, but the cute nice girl Liz. I had a small chat with her but it didn't cheer me up much.
I went to the meeting in hopes of seeing Nancy and James again. But neither of them were there. So that was quite depressing and upsetting. I came directly home cause I didn't want to really be with anyone today. So yeah, I'm feeling really bad about myself. I got work tomorrow. Hopefully I won't make any mistakes. The thing thats keeping me going at this moment are all you good folks who comments me. It gives me a small piece of hope that people actually care bout me. So to you all I thank you.
Thats all for now. Thanks again for donating your time to my site. I really appiciate it and can never thank you enough. So take care now people. Also try to have safe fun. So I'll be checking up on you guys and gals soon hopefully. I've already taken my cell number off from the previous post. So if you want it now, ask me. Good night everyone. May you all have a great tomorrow.
-Yiu-