Well, well well...
Yeah, I haven't written here in ages. Oh well, what's new. I don't really care. Yeah, I figured I could write more in here without everyone taking it the wrong way sheesh. Yeah, well, considering my last entry was about ranting, well quite a few of the last ones were, I guess this one might be to. Well, it may just be to get a lot of depressing crap off my chest. Yeah, well since my last entry, I am no longer in a relationship and he has already moved on. Oh flippity well do da. I'm happy for him that he can seem to forget me so easily...right after telling me he wants to stay single for awhile and whadya know 2 days later...whammo. GF! Yeah, it hurt and I think she's hated me from day one...like when I was going out with him...I'd say hi...she'd stare and sort of ignore me...oh well. Now he's rude, his mom ignores my call to call him and ask if she's supposed to answer. Um, hello? Can I not call and say hi? I was just calling and telling you I got you something...which I don't think you really deserve now. Yeah, ooh yay I can cuss on here....yay yay. Well, I'm not fuckin happy. Well, I will be after getting all this out. I'm editing my picture wall...to help get rid of those memories. I gave him back his clothes...I should've kept them...they were warm...oh well. Yeah, I'm fuckin sick of it all. School is fucking retarded. I'm failing math...crappy teacher and only tests for grades. Yeah, it's overwhelming and yeah, nobody really pays attention to me. People like to tart crap and blame me. Does no one realize I'm a fragile being? I try to not bring anyone down but damn, one person can only take so much. I'm sucking at work...this shit has been getting to me. Grrr...I feel fucking ignored. I'm not a little kid anymore, I'm 18, I drive, I go to college, and I have a damn full-time job. I barely get any sleep, which sucks. I'm working on toning up and everything. Haha, I guess I have Danielle's wedding to look forward to since no prom for me! Yeah, soon, I'm going to look mighty hott and yeah, those who have or who do treat me like shit...I'm going to laugh. I'm working on me now so fuck off. I have enough emotional shit to deal with as it is, because no one fucking cares about me anyways. Well, that's enough...for now.