Jun 11, 2006 11:19
Hrm, so I'm at stage and probably should be working or something. But the truth is, I am completely fed up with the current situation that I no longer feel the need to care about what needs to be done. It's terribly draining getting up at 4:30 am, what might have been my bed time under other circumstances, and ride the bus for an hour to get to stage by 6:00. What are we expected to learn from this anyway? How to unlock fridges? Wow, my university education is being paid off big time.
I came in early, at 6:30 am, on a Sunday, no less, to help them do their job. But the super looks at me, questions why I am in so early, then proceeds to tell me that I have to stay until 4:00 pm anyway. I am in disbelief and furious with the fact that they show no appreciation for the little initiative that I've managed to find, but instead, it's as if I was being punished for it. Well, excuse me, did you just ask me to stay for 10 hours on a Sunday to do your job? Um, how about no? Fuck you.
Blah, life is pretty hectic these days. The list of things to be done is endless, and time is flying by without a second glance. Sleep has become a luxury that I cannot afford, and so the summer goes. Well, one more week and I'm out of this depression central forever.