does anybody get on here anymore?
I'm sick of love. What is love? I guess everyone has their own interpretation of it. I'm sick of boys in general and the immaturity that comes with them. I really like someone and then either he turns out to be a horrible guy and doesn't really like me; or else it won't work between us for other reasons. Who thinks religion is important? Who thinks that dating outside of your religious beliefs is okay? I guess everyone has their own answer for that too. Well, I think it is "okay" but I certainly don't want it for myself. I think if your beliefs influence your whole being like I am taught they should; then you wouldn't want to date outside of it, right? But what if he is a really really good guy and you don't want to let him fall out of reach? Then what? Another one is just going to come who is just as perfect but with your beliefs? I just don't know what to think anoymore. I really want a guy who has the same beliefs as me and who shares my love for God. I want a guy who loves me but who loves God 110x's more. I guess it really just all depends... who, what, when, where. I don't know... I still want to be human too and have fun. Sometimes I know i should live a better and more pleasing life for God; but it's hard and sometimes I flat out don't want too. Maybe I just need to grow up and get off Livejournal.