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"She got the sense that their time together was valuable, as though she needed to hold on to every minute as if it were their last. He was too good to be true, every moment spent with him magical, so much so that she presumed this couldn't last forever....Whoever he was, he was healing her, teaching her to smile, teaching her to laugh, and she wondered what she could teach him."
I miss being in love. I remember so many things about it. Whether or not it was "true love"...I dont know. But I remember feeling what I thought was love. I guess now, I'm not in love, everytime I see him I think "Why did I love him?." Because now I know that I dont love him the way I did.
But I'm always going to remember how much he changed me and how much I loved spending time with him. When I saw him last night at the game, it brought back so many memories. When I see him with girls, sure I get maybe a little jealous, but not near as much as I used to. Sometimes I remember what a player he is and I regret loving him in the first place. But now I'm over it all and I want to fall in love again.
I can't wait to find the man of my dreams. I can't wait for him to sweep me off my feet and tell me and show me he cares for me. I can't wait to get married and live forever with this man. I can't wait to raise a family with him and make so many more memories.