and also
this is like a continuation of the last one. ive also noticed that im not beating myself up anymore or obsessing over things like i used to. in the past i would beat myself up over everything and thought the world hated me and i woulld become obsessed over little things, but life is too short for shit like that man, time to move on with life, not dwell on the past and shit. im a happy person now
-zach
-zach