Apr 26, 2006 20:15
theres s rush on confusion, anger, worriedness, and hatred swirling around inside me.
for reasons [alomost] completly unknown.
my heart's racing so fast, i swear, its going to crack its way out of my rib cage, and pound on the keyboard.
i really dont like it...
at all.
some times i wish i have a malignant brain tumor.
that way my problems will be gone, in like a few days/weeks/years.
instead of there forever.
im grounded {no fone.. no going out} cuz i didnt do chores.
LMAEEEEE.
but what ever.
thats anger/hatred.
i want to go away.
forget everything. {cept somepeople.}
im soo angry.
like "AHHH! StewFu, world"!!!
but its still throwing stuff at me, to make this day worse.
by the minute.
i dont kno if i can take it.
whatever. all i can do, is wait for the weekend.
so i can chill with Bree&Gina, and hopefully forget this crap.