yea.
so heres tha scale....
-wini, who i dont think (ne more) would be very good as a girlfriend, has lowered on my scale of tha peeps i like.
-Heather just completly fell off tha scale... cuz this chick(tatiana) asked me if i liked her, and i said no. so on th bus she was pretty normal, until i called her emo.. then i looked at her fone, and i saw that that girl(tatiana) who i told that i dont like heather, sent heather a text message saying "im so sorry".
-Chamaira, who i found out today, likes me. but it was an unreliable source, cuz the girl who told me is crazy (ashley.). and yea, chamaira likes me because "i look like her ex ex boyfriend, who she was in love with, but now he hates her".... wtf?
(for thoes of you who dont kno who she is, shes tha one "perfected in pain..." on my myspace comments..)
so yea. im confused.
and suddenly, as i sit in my chair, waiting for bree to get back to tha fone, and as i read he comment on myspace, i get rele rele cold....
now chamaira says she thought that that girl who asked if i liked heather acutally asked if i liked her(tatiana)...
how akward for me.. if i heard heather, but she said "me"... lmfao.. espically, cuz i just walked away after i said "no.."
she(tatiana) was kinda staring at me a lot, b4... and she might have been following me around a little on V-day...
wtf? now im even more confused...
and now i have WINI and CHAMAIRA asking me about tha bulletin i posted on myspace... "what a dumb idea that was..." i think to myself as i try to act stupid to them...
why isnt there a "selected answers" section in the back of the manual of life???
why dont i have tha power to read/control minds?
cuz then i could sync hers with mine,
and we'd be fiiine
forever.
(OMFG. Chamaira just told me 'tatiana likes you. jus like everybody elsssse.'...
whos everybody.??!!
i feel like that boy, in 5th grade, who just realized a girl likes him; bashful, confused, and emo.
ok.. that boy is just me.. no one else was emo in 5th grade)