Jun 01, 2005 20:51
What is with everyone and living in the future lately? That's all I hear about. STOP! Look around. Enjoy today. Enjoy right now, this very second. Love every minute of every day. Seriously.
Take the time to enjoy everyone's company; no matter how much we fight eachother or make bitchy remarks toward eachother. No matter how much we make fun of eachother or antagonize eachother. Because I, as well as every one of you, know that we all really do love being around eachother. Otherwise, we all would've stopped hanging out a while ago. Each of us loves that we are part of the crew; no matter how much we get annoyed with Pasquale's idiotic statements, or Flynn's blatant ignorance toward everything that can breathe, or Devon's habit of quoting everything that has ever aired on Comedy Central, or how obnoxiously loud we all are when we're together. We LOVE it all and I'll be the first to admit it. So stop worrying about what the future holds. Stop pretending that you can't wait for it to come. Live for today. Live for the good times that have passed and the many more to come with the people you love. Because Matt, Hague, Flynn, JB, Devon, Hilary, Buddy, Pasquale, A-mac, Layton -- I fucking love you guys. You're all my bestfriends. And next time we all hang out, and I mean EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US is present (because that hasn't happened in a while and it makes me upset), we need a huge group hug.
Why is everything all of the sudden complex? What happened to the care-free, stressless, spontaneous fun? I swear it was here until a few days ago.
I can't handle it.
Nobody can tell, but really, I'm suffering inside.
I hope this isn't how everything and everybody is going to be from now on. If so, I'm headed for a breakdown. It's just too stressful. I don't want to cry myself to sleep anymore. Everything needs to go back to being completely normal. I need it to...badly.
I need the summer. I need amazing times with the crew. I need to laugh so hard that I cry.
Well, I guess I'm done with my rant-type-deal. Comments would be nice. I want your thoughts on everything. Even if you don't have a Livejournal, please still comment. This is mainly being addressed to the crew because I know some of you read this. At least, I think you do.
ilovemyfriends. I truly do.
Goodnight.
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