suddenly life doesnt seem so complete...
i have never felt this way in my entire life, where it seems like no matter how hard i try nothing ever feels right.
im tired of being lied to, or people doing shit behind my back, i just feel like i dont know who i am anymore and really there is nobody that i can talk to and make them understand.
i really just want to go to sleep and wake up back at the begining when everything was perfect and i knew what i wanted and who i was.
something inside me is just bursting to get out but im scared to throw it out there.
i really need you to understand but i just dont know how to explain myself at this point.
whatever it doesnt really matter to you anyhow so dont bother with me.
the end.
im tired of being lied to, or people doing shit behind my back, i just feel like i dont know who i am anymore and really there is nobody that i can talk to and make them understand.
i really just want to go to sleep and wake up back at the begining when everything was perfect and i knew what i wanted and who i was.
something inside me is just bursting to get out but im scared to throw it out there.
i really need you to understand but i just dont know how to explain myself at this point.
whatever it doesnt really matter to you anyhow so dont bother with me.
the end.