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I did it. Oh god.
I don't exactly know what his reaction was because I had to go, but I also confused him so he was trying to figure out what was going on. I said it in a way which made me sound SO lame, "I like you, and I'm sorry" after about 5 minutes of carrying it out. He asked why I was sorry, I told him because I felt bad for him, he gave me a look of confusion and told me he didn't understand and I told him I didn't understand and I had to go (because I did). He asked me for a hug when I was about to walk away, I looked at him embarrassed and probably bright red and asked "I don't know...do you even WANT one?" in which he responded yes. He hugged me for a while and then I walked to the other side of school to find my madre. I guess he couldn't find the whole thing too repulsive, otherwise he wouldn't have asked for a hug, but it's blatantly obvious that he doesn't feel the same no matter how much Gina and Jenna try to tell me he was just surprised or confused. I know better. Tomorrow if he doesn't bring it up, I'll take the hint and get over it. Good thing is, he isn't an asshole so tomorrow shouldn't be too difficult to face.
I don't exactly know what his reaction was because I had to go, but I also confused him so he was trying to figure out what was going on. I said it in a way which made me sound SO lame, "I like you, and I'm sorry" after about 5 minutes of carrying it out. He asked why I was sorry, I told him because I felt bad for him, he gave me a look of confusion and told me he didn't understand and I told him I didn't understand and I had to go (because I did). He asked me for a hug when I was about to walk away, I looked at him embarrassed and probably bright red and asked "I don't know...do you even WANT one?" in which he responded yes. He hugged me for a while and then I walked to the other side of school to find my madre. I guess he couldn't find the whole thing too repulsive, otherwise he wouldn't have asked for a hug, but it's blatantly obvious that he doesn't feel the same no matter how much Gina and Jenna try to tell me he was just surprised or confused. I know better. Tomorrow if he doesn't bring it up, I'll take the hint and get over it. Good thing is, he isn't an asshole so tomorrow shouldn't be too difficult to face.