Sep 16, 2004 22:23
I liked doing this so much I decided to do it again! Some people from last time are repeated, I just have more to say! :-)
TRY THIS: Write ten statements intended towards 10 different people. write about something you would never say to his/her face or something that you wish you would have said, but didn't. there is no need to tell the person it was about him/her, but if the courage is there, do it.
1. You are very smart. You are obsessed with the book Ishmael. I think you are flippin' awesome, and we need to hang out again like we planned! Sometimes I'm sure you find me annoying, but thats because you don't talk much at school so I act like an idiot around you to try and get you to talk more. You are a really nice guy and my family likes you a lot!
2. You have taught me so much in life. Whether it be with my school work, dancing, or just my life all together, you have inspired me in every category. You are my role model. In my eyes, you are perfect. Not only are you a friggin' genius, but you are amazingly talented in so many other ways and you also have the greatest sense of humor in the world. You are such a real person, and a very rare find.
3. The way I found you was so incredibly strange. We met at a hotel. You caught my eye, and out of everyone else you had my full attention. My favorite part of you that i can remember are your eyes...you have the most gorgeous blue eyes I have ever seen. Although our time together has been short, I'll always see you as an incredibly funny and adorable guy, and I'm sorry we don't see each other. Maybe someday you can come down and visit, and we can all party on my porch!
4. You are wise...really wise. o.O
5. I hate you. If there was only one person in the entire world I could hate...I would pick you. I love to hate you. I don't understand how you can watch an entire family be ripped apart, all so you can get whatever the hell you please. You don't know how awful you are. I like how you know how I feel about you...it makes me sleep better at night. I hope one day you realize what you have done, and I hope it haunts you. I want you to know that you are a complete asshole. Stop thinking you're hot shit. You're not. Not even close. You are just pathetic. You can't even treat HER with respect.
6. I'm sorry that i have ruined your life. I truly am. But, I couldn't explain to you why I did it. I guess I was just fed up. I know you say it wasn't so bad, give it another shot, but I just can't do that. You're right, it wasn't so bad, you weren't so bad, but my emotions were flying in a completely different direction. It's hard being confused, but I know it's even harder for you to take my shit. I apologize for all the times I've made you feel like dying, it wasn't right. Although sometimes you just have to do things, even if it does mean hurting someone along the way...otherwise we just never learn. I know what it's like to be hurt, not half as much as you, but I do. I don't wish that feeling upon anyone, especially you, but it's what I had to do. I'm sorry.
7. I enjoy talking to you, even though we haven't done much of it in person. I'm gradually learning more and more about you. I hope we can become friends, for some reason you just have me wondering. I want to know about you. I don't know why I feel so strange when I pass you in the hallways, but I do get this awkward feeling...I don't know what it is...
8. I consider you a good friend, but lately I'm not so sure you feel the same way...not just with me, but with everyone. You are never interested in anything serious I have to say, and when I come to you, you make my story about you. It really bothers me. I feel like everytime I talk to you, it's only about you. You also never invite me anywhere anymore...I'm just not one of your top choices.
9. We have so much in common and you are an incredibly sweet girl. We used to hang out a lot and now we hardly even say Hello at school. I miss you. You were really important to me. I hope that sooner or later we start talking more again, maybe we can even just go spend a day at the mall like old times. I think that would be nice...
10. What the hell happened? We were best friends all through middle school. I never thought we would just stop talking. I never thought you would change either. But of course, you did. You are smarter than you think, and the things that you do are just ridiculous. You have a lot of potential...if only you would make better choices in your life, you could do such great things I'm sure. I'm not sure if I miss you, because now you are a different person than the little girl I knew in middle school...I guess things just change. I have to accept that.