*sigh*
well, to sum it up, today i've been really depressed and i dont know why. My suspicion is that its because of juries and all that "studying" that im doing. Or pretending to be doing. The end of the school year really sux and im not coping well. Ive been working really hard in math, and despite my like 8 A's in a row streak i still have a goddamn C. I think whatever I do i dont really get newhere, except on my tuba, which is the main reason i guess i like it so much. The funny thing is, today in the car my mom got kinda mad/sad and was like "you know, the doctors that determined your IQ told me that you are a borderline genious and that it was probably higher than they anticipated because you couldnt write as fast as your thoughts were coming out, since your write so freaking retarted", So i am actually a proven genious So to all you's out there who whink im an idiot, BOO YA! i think thats fucking cool, xept i really dont feel that way, like when i try i get the EXACT same grades or worse as when i dont try. My parents have some great expectations for me that i can never live up to because my sister has gotten str8 A's since the beginning of time. My tuba is a school instrument ugly bitch, i want to just chill for awhile. I thnk im just the laziest person on the planet, my A in remis is deteriorating and god knows what i have in tucker. Sorry bout the walk home quel, i just dont know the right things to say nemore :) I needed to get this out, theres more but all your heads would instantly pop like a cement condom if you heard it. and if your doubting that cement condoms actually pop, well have u ever seen a cement condom? exactly, well from a first-hand experience i can tell you that they do. so STF^. have a nice day, im going to finish "Being John M."