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[_xxkatii]

Well, currently life sucks big fat fucking monkey balls. >:O. I feel as if all I'm used for is a fucking babysitter. I can't stand who I am, and what I've become, I backed down from a fight && feel like a pussy...but I did it for my bestfriend, so I guess its not that bad. I really feel like beating the fucking shit out of someone. My 8 year old

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[only1me_ashez]

hey hope u r feeling better..... dunn worry i know what you mean about feeling like you are used for a fucking babysitter... i am always stuck watching sum1s kids or working so i have NO time to my self and it gets really old really fast so don't feel bad i think that once in a while every1 has to go through with that aspect of life... n backing down from a fight isn't easy but if you did it for your best friend it must have been important plus if you did fight then you would only regret it later... n feeling like beating the shit out of sum1 i have that feeling everyday normally it is when i don't like sum1 or when sum1 pisses me off... etc.... what was worng with your cousin?.... at least she is telling sum1 when sumthing is wrong and talking about it rather then holding it in and hiding it sum1 need to know when sumthing is wrong with sum1 they love... what happend to her mom...... and why can't you tell her the truth?.... it might help you and her alittle bit bbut then again i don't know what happened so that doesn't help me to help you... why don't you want to let it show that you 2 are human and need affection form sum1 to help you get through things... but then again i can't say that because i have been there you want them to know that you need them but you don't want to tell them cuz it will make you sound desperate or like a baby and you don't want that to heppen you want them to know that you want them and for them to come to you on their own not becasue to told them to.... hey everybody goes through bad time and alot of peopl cry on the inside becasue they don't want to let their feelings show but hey if you let things out it helps make things feel a little bit better... but then again it is hard to open up for sum people and then again it is hard to find sum1 that you can open up too...... but all you can do is to try... but i have to go now so i will talk to you l8er....

but forst here is sum info on me.....
my name is ashley i am from bristol pennsylvania i am 16 years old my birthday is on may 30th and that is the basic info if you want to know anything else about me you can reply to this..... e-mail me (ashez_4eva@hotmail.com) im me on aim (only1me ashez) or reply on my journal (only1me_ashez)