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[_xwhorex]

So, my life is definitely going through some renovations. One of the things that is changing, is I’m growing up. Slowly, but I am. I think that I had such a traumatic thing happen when I was fifteen, with watching my mom die, and then I found out that I had a real brother and sister, (when my entire life I was told I was an only child) and I found out about this whole alternate life that I had, but yet didn’t have. I moved out of my step dad’s house, and moved in with my Aunt and uncle, I got in a lot of trouble with the law and started doing a lot of stupid things. Christina and I were not friends at the time, and the friends that I did have, were not good ones. I think that with all these things happening, part of my mind just stopped growing. Like I just got stuck at being 15. I know this sounds weird, but I honestly think that’s what happened. But what is amazing, is I am finally getting all my shit in order. Like, my sister is coming up here the weekend before my birthday for me to meet her for the first time. I am currently trying to find my brother. (If any of you know how to do this… lemme know!) So I have been given the run around for trying to find him, and it sucks. But I am saving money, getting my truck paid off (which it almost is!!!!) and in October I plan on moving back out to Vegas. I probably won’t be living with my best friend and her boyfriend, but I guess this is just another step to the growing up process. But I love it. I finally am acting my own age, and I am loving ever minute of it. Now, I’m not saying that there aren’t times that I’m not silly, because I still have ADHD, but I just don’t act dumb. Just thought I would share all this.
P.S. I need some ideas of what I should do for my 22nd birthday. Its coming up soon!