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okay i havent updated in a while partly because i havent had time and partly because i have nothing to say and i dont really have nething to say now either i guess it would be okaay if i told about my weekend
so friday i had to work and then i came home and aunt connie and gabe were here and i talked them and had fun and then i felt like watching romeo and juliet so i did ..(little known fact im naming my daughter juliet but im spelling it juliette and calling her jules) so i watched that and realized how much i love the soundtrack and even though my sister has the soundtrack i decided to download them right now so i can listen to all the amazing music now neways i decided that i needed a dose of DiCaprio so i got it.
i just realized today how dumb people must think i am. i act like such a ditz at school and i know i do. its weird cuz im completely differet at home and like when im just with friends but at school i feel like i need to be noticed or something so i guess i do nething to stand out more. and i really really really want ppl to like me. this is a newly found side of me that i just came to the conclusion about. it must be the radiohead music. im always being someone different based on something i saw on tv or read in a magazine i dont think im ever truly happy with being me but i wont know if i am because i dont know who ME is? does neone know who they are at 15? i mean 15 were still so young and naive i hate it when people think theyve seen so much more of the world because there like 25 theres still so much more to learn..i can only think of a couple people right now who truly have a stronghold on who they are so i dont GEt it
okay i forgot to finish about my weekend after i went on that tangent is that a word? o well
saturday i went to DC with aunt connie and gabe we saw world war 2 monument again it was sad one man started crying. then we saw the holocaust museum that was sad i dont get how people can be so dumb in letting a man like hitler take over the world got it pisses me off i really dont understand that and i dont understand why God let it happen but i know that everything happens for a reason then we saw the FDR memorial one of my favroties just b/c i love the time era that he was president and he was awesome but not as awesome as ABE Lincoln cuz i mean hes just amazing neways we came home and my mom had this whole dinner made up OMGsh i love this music right now i think radiohead is my new favroite band okay neways so yea she had dinner ready and we ate dinner and celebrated GABES birthday and then my aunt gave us all ( me and my sisters) 25.00 for kohls for no reason just because there was no need but whatever
sunday i worked from 7-3 then my mom picked me up from work and we had to go to radioshack to get ink and then we went to kmart and i got gum and a magazine with marykate and ashley on the cover cuz i love them and think their awesome then i did homework till about 7 from 3:30 to 7 straight i did homework :-) but yea thats me weekend and my path to self dicovery
so friday i had to work and then i came home and aunt connie and gabe were here and i talked them and had fun and then i felt like watching romeo and juliet so i did ..(little known fact im naming my daughter juliet but im spelling it juliette and calling her jules) so i watched that and realized how much i love the soundtrack and even though my sister has the soundtrack i decided to download them right now so i can listen to all the amazing music now neways i decided that i needed a dose of DiCaprio so i got it.
i just realized today how dumb people must think i am. i act like such a ditz at school and i know i do. its weird cuz im completely differet at home and like when im just with friends but at school i feel like i need to be noticed or something so i guess i do nething to stand out more. and i really really really want ppl to like me. this is a newly found side of me that i just came to the conclusion about. it must be the radiohead music. im always being someone different based on something i saw on tv or read in a magazine i dont think im ever truly happy with being me but i wont know if i am because i dont know who ME is? does neone know who they are at 15? i mean 15 were still so young and naive i hate it when people think theyve seen so much more of the world because there like 25 theres still so much more to learn..i can only think of a couple people right now who truly have a stronghold on who they are so i dont GEt it
okay i forgot to finish about my weekend after i went on that tangent is that a word? o well
saturday i went to DC with aunt connie and gabe we saw world war 2 monument again it was sad one man started crying. then we saw the holocaust museum that was sad i dont get how people can be so dumb in letting a man like hitler take over the world got it pisses me off i really dont understand that and i dont understand why God let it happen but i know that everything happens for a reason then we saw the FDR memorial one of my favroties just b/c i love the time era that he was president and he was awesome but not as awesome as ABE Lincoln cuz i mean hes just amazing neways we came home and my mom had this whole dinner made up OMGsh i love this music right now i think radiohead is my new favroite band okay neways so yea she had dinner ready and we ate dinner and celebrated GABES birthday and then my aunt gave us all ( me and my sisters) 25.00 for kohls for no reason just because there was no need but whatever
sunday i worked from 7-3 then my mom picked me up from work and we had to go to radioshack to get ink and then we went to kmart and i got gum and a magazine with marykate and ashley on the cover cuz i love them and think their awesome then i did homework till about 7 from 3:30 to 7 straight i did homework :-) but yea thats me weekend and my path to self dicovery