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It's so hard not to talk to Bradly, I did twice today. It makes me so sad not to, he's a really really nice guy and I love talking to him. It makes me feel sick when I miss him. It's that attached feeling. I just want someone to be there for me, a guy I mean. I can't find what I'm looking for, I am trying to fill a void with all the wrong people and things. It can't be filled I supposse. What should I do..well you choose. It makes me want to cry because of it. I want so badly to feel complete and I have tried almost everything and anything to feel that way. I want it to stop, I want to find that one person who can fill it and make me happy.