LIFE
At this point of my life I find that I've become so irritable and irrational. Everything seems to bother me and nobody can make it better. Not even the boy whom I am very much "In-like with", or whatever it is I feel about him. I lash out instantly, and I often yell to the point where my voice becomes raspy. Why? I have no idea.
It kind of feels similar to the feeling of craving a cigarette.. but not having one. Everything and everyone suddenly becomes annoying and all that is important is finding that fucking cigarette. Only this time, I have no idea what it is I'm craving.
Daria thinks I'm sexually frustrated, that may be true.. but I hope not, because I won't be getting laid for a while.
Maybe I'm just antsy to finally move out of the fucking house.. I don't know. Even typing this thing is getting irritating.. because I keep having to go back and correct my typos.
UGHH.
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It kind of feels similar to the feeling of craving a cigarette.. but not having one. Everything and everyone suddenly becomes annoying and all that is important is finding that fucking cigarette. Only this time, I have no idea what it is I'm craving.
Daria thinks I'm sexually frustrated, that may be true.. but I hope not, because I won't be getting laid for a while.
Maybe I'm just antsy to finally move out of the fucking house.. I don't know. Even typing this thing is getting irritating.. because I keep having to go back and correct my typos.
UGHH.
<3S