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*omg i found out something horrible..terrible..makes me sick to my stomach feeling something...basically my ex is an ass!..he did something behind my back ..and i had no idea..no idea.wutsoever,till i found out the truth..the painful truth..but u know wut im so happy i got rid of him when i did,,,thank god i did,,i guess i was right about knowing something wuz going on .....but thank god i know wut im doing now..i found someone new..someone who is different than someone who has a kid and everything,,and whos sweet 2 me..but why does there gotta be those assholes out there though.......well anwyayz other than that crap..................i cant wait till friday,,going to rock and bowl with ruth and my guy now..gonna be lots of fun:) gonna be a good weekend thank god..will make me forget the past crap ive been thru...* well time to go to bed..wut a long day...*