Are You Fucking Serioussss???
I have so much to say, and I really can't figure out how to say it, so this probably won't make much sense, but whatever here it goes.
First of all, Your 17 year's old and 6 weeks pregnant. That's a bad situation alone, but moving out of your house. Come on now. Hanging out in French Hill until 2 in the morning with people getting drunk. It's just plain stupid. What are you gunna do when your clothes don't fit you anymore.... or if something goes wrong. You think that just because Lori's had one kid she's a pro. I don't think so. Obvisouly right now your parents are a little bit shocked, but obvisouly they're going to want to be a part of your life... and help you through this... But your not giving them the chance... You'r pushing EVERYONE that wants to help you away. And you think that Lori's going to be the one to help you. If Lori cared as much as she claims to... She would be trying to convince you to go home... She would be keeping you away from the drugs and alchol.... Not encouraging it.... I have no doubt that Lori loves Brianna to death... but straight up.. Lori's judgement... SUCKS.... Along with her reputation.... Not that mine is the best, but I'm working on mine.
Do you really think Marky is gunna be there for you??? Think about it Kelly... You heard everything that Melissa said to you. Your gunna end up with cut's a bruises all over you...Is that what you want for yourself??? Mark Donnelly is a fucking piece of shit. You think he's gunna stick around....
You have some serious fucking thinking to do... Not only is your life in your hands.... but so is your baby's.... Kelly, You cant even take care of yourself.... What the hell makes you think that you can run away and take care of a fucking Baby... I really dont know what to say to you to get through to you... It's almost like you like living like this.... It's like your gunna do whatever the fuck you want and you dont care what anyone say's about it... either that or your heads to far up Lori's ass to hear anything that anyone says.... So until you decide to pull your head out of Lori's ass.... There's nothing I can do for you....
I remember 3 days ago, You telling me that you want to be able to talk to me like you use to.... well now I'm here... and I'm trying and again your doing nothing but pushing me away.... If you want to get your life together and not fuck it up anymore then you already have... I'm here for you.... but one thing I will not do is sit around and watch you fuck it up more which is exactly what your doing.... Just think about it Kelly.... REALLY REALLY Think about it....
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