down dayyy,
i've recognized by now that not everyday is just going to be "healing" after this stuff.
today was one of the bad days.
i had a bad hair day, felt gross and yesterday a close friend of mine told me i needed a nose job.
i don't know why he felt it was okay to insult me and not get fucking nailed back into his place (hes's skinny, white and gay).
so i called him alot of names like white and vanilla hahahaha.
and today he acted like everything was fine hes like "omg merritt whats wrong?"
and i said 'why would you want to talk to someone who needs a nose job?"
he just sat there in shock and hes like "what/!"
and i'm like "yeah don't FUCKING talk to me FUCK YOU"
i can't believe after all this time hes still the same and doing this bullshit to his friends.
i felt awful after, and we sit by eachother in spanish 2 so it sucks.
but i'm sure tomorrowi 'll feel much better.
that kid needs his ass kicked.
unfortunately most people do it cuz hes gay.
but people should do it because hes so immature and pulls so many dick moves.
oh and this boy...
talked tome for an hour after school : )
and he wants to take a trip to deuce with me : )
A;DGKLSHA;SDGKLH OMGGG
and he cmae over and sat with me, even tho we have assigned seats, in chem.
AHHHHHHH
today was one of the bad days.
i had a bad hair day, felt gross and yesterday a close friend of mine told me i needed a nose job.
i don't know why he felt it was okay to insult me and not get fucking nailed back into his place (hes's skinny, white and gay).
so i called him alot of names like white and vanilla hahahaha.
and today he acted like everything was fine hes like "omg merritt whats wrong?"
and i said 'why would you want to talk to someone who needs a nose job?"
he just sat there in shock and hes like "what/!"
and i'm like "yeah don't FUCKING talk to me FUCK YOU"
i can't believe after all this time hes still the same and doing this bullshit to his friends.
i felt awful after, and we sit by eachother in spanish 2 so it sucks.
but i'm sure tomorrowi 'll feel much better.
that kid needs his ass kicked.
unfortunately most people do it cuz hes gay.
but people should do it because hes so immature and pulls so many dick moves.
oh and this boy...
talked tome for an hour after school : )
and he wants to take a trip to deuce with me : )
A;DGKLSHA;SDGKLH OMGGG
and he cmae over and sat with me, even tho we have assigned seats, in chem.
AHHHHHHH