mens vogue has better pictures
so i just came back from the caribbean cruise a few hours ago.
this will be a huge entry because i have lots to say.
Chicago-
i went to chicago the weekend before break. Probably the best trip i've ever taken.
i toured Columbia. my parents are all for it. and i will be moving there in about a year and a half. : )
my moms worried about me moving away so quickly.
but really i think its going to be so good for me. i won't be holding anything back anymore.
i can get away from so many bad memories that still haunt me from 4 years ago.
i can meet new people that are more like me and pursue my career.
it hasn't hit me yet how much i will miss everyone. but its only a 4-hour drive...
but i really think i need to get away and move on.
i've met some horrible people here that have showed me what real raw pain is...
but i've met some of the best people i'll ever meet.
i'm just sad because i know i'm going to miss jordan the most. i don't know what i'll do without him.
Christmas-
i got: ballin shoes. superbad extended version. clothes. and MY NIKON D80 WITH A SURPRISE FISH EYE LENS AND TWO REG. LENSES!
and our long awaited surprise vacation for my ma was a cruise tothe caribbean.
Caribbean-
there was something very therapeutic to me about being barefoot 24/7 for a week.
and it was nice to dive into a giant bowl of freezing saltwater and not have to think about the following:
chemistry. snow. home. uncle jack. my parents supervising me. bad memories. nada.
i really feel back to my old self now that i've been away for basically 2 weeks.
i met a group of people that i fell in love with.
at first i stopped meeting up with them on the top deck because they were really mean to me.
but i was mean to them back and we bonded : ) haha
there was the 2 italian girls from jersey named tiffany and jenny.
there was the jewish girl shira and the jewish boy, Gil.
whom she cheated on her boyfriend athome with hahaha.
then there was kody and dylin from Ca.
dyling was 17 and hooked up with my sister.
my sister turned 14 last august. AHHH and she was such a ho about it.
but i lied to my parents for her so she didn't get in trouble for coming back to our room at 5am every night.
i didn't want to be really mean.
but i'm never seeing maggie the same way again for a LONG time.
she hurt my feelings more than any of those kids combined.
she told everyone i smoke (which i don't anymore and she has no proof of this anyways), she made fun of me to impress her friends (which included throwing mascara at me)and was just really downright mean and slutty.
oh and i came to a really odd realization...
i usually find that the more intelligent people in this world enjoy rocky horror picture show.
i mean i think its just a coincidence... but yeah.
its alot easier to think when you're tan. haha.
airport talk-
my parents yelled at my sister twice... and they meant business, yo.
and my dad also mentioned me driving to ann arbor.
my mom got pissed but my dad said hes almost ready.
i'm really excited because i miss everyone there so much.
i haven't seen some of them since last march!!!
i hope my mom will stop being the way she is and just let me go.
there will be lots of new pictures up!
(myspace of courseeee)
this will be a huge entry because i have lots to say.
Chicago-
i went to chicago the weekend before break. Probably the best trip i've ever taken.
i toured Columbia. my parents are all for it. and i will be moving there in about a year and a half. : )
my moms worried about me moving away so quickly.
but really i think its going to be so good for me. i won't be holding anything back anymore.
i can get away from so many bad memories that still haunt me from 4 years ago.
i can meet new people that are more like me and pursue my career.
it hasn't hit me yet how much i will miss everyone. but its only a 4-hour drive...
but i really think i need to get away and move on.
i've met some horrible people here that have showed me what real raw pain is...
but i've met some of the best people i'll ever meet.
i'm just sad because i know i'm going to miss jordan the most. i don't know what i'll do without him.
Christmas-
i got: ballin shoes. superbad extended version. clothes. and MY NIKON D80 WITH A SURPRISE FISH EYE LENS AND TWO REG. LENSES!
and our long awaited surprise vacation for my ma was a cruise tothe caribbean.
Caribbean-
there was something very therapeutic to me about being barefoot 24/7 for a week.
and it was nice to dive into a giant bowl of freezing saltwater and not have to think about the following:
chemistry. snow. home. uncle jack. my parents supervising me. bad memories. nada.
i really feel back to my old self now that i've been away for basically 2 weeks.
i met a group of people that i fell in love with.
at first i stopped meeting up with them on the top deck because they were really mean to me.
but i was mean to them back and we bonded : ) haha
there was the 2 italian girls from jersey named tiffany and jenny.
there was the jewish girl shira and the jewish boy, Gil.
whom she cheated on her boyfriend athome with hahaha.
then there was kody and dylin from Ca.
dyling was 17 and hooked up with my sister.
my sister turned 14 last august. AHHH and she was such a ho about it.
but i lied to my parents for her so she didn't get in trouble for coming back to our room at 5am every night.
i didn't want to be really mean.
but i'm never seeing maggie the same way again for a LONG time.
she hurt my feelings more than any of those kids combined.
she told everyone i smoke (which i don't anymore and she has no proof of this anyways), she made fun of me to impress her friends (which included throwing mascara at me)and was just really downright mean and slutty.
oh and i came to a really odd realization...
i usually find that the more intelligent people in this world enjoy rocky horror picture show.
i mean i think its just a coincidence... but yeah.
its alot easier to think when you're tan. haha.
airport talk-
my parents yelled at my sister twice... and they meant business, yo.
and my dad also mentioned me driving to ann arbor.
my mom got pissed but my dad said hes almost ready.
i'm really excited because i miss everyone there so much.
i haven't seen some of them since last march!!!
i hope my mom will stop being the way she is and just let me go.
there will be lots of new pictures up!
(myspace of courseeee)