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well ia havent had much time to write in this thing! well now i have a job interveiw on tuseday at 10! wish me luck! and then wenseday is my 17th b-day!
and now.. im back to were i was with the whole josh thingy.. im falling back for him! and he just knows how to get me back that fucking way.. hes the only fcuking one hwo can do that shit to me and he fucking does.. i think we might date agian.. but hes jsut gonna use me so imma just not get all lovy shit with him! i have learned his games so imma play them right back with him.. and yah its gonna be hard not to want him back cuz hes like great! yah i kno phoebe and sarah and angie are gonna say hes not.. its just something about him that i cant let go of him.. i have tried but he just fucking comes back to me.. and im talking to him right now.. last nigth he called me and i got all giggly with him aigan.. and its not suppose to happen like this agian! and its jsut like i have these feelings for him that dont ever fucking leave.. i dont kno wat to call it!
but to a better subject! i am havign lobster and steak for my b-day! phoebes comign down and maybe josh! i hope he does but if he dont i might be better off without him here.. cuz i will get all hyper just phoebe here and i will wanna be with josh and i wont pay attention to my fmaily.. cuz they will want me to be around the family and i wotn wanan be! and if phoebe is here i will be better!!! and hopefully the night of my b-day we go back to phoebes and get drunk! and im not saying who is getting me drunk for my b-day! but imma get going cuz josh is like trying to talk to me and im not talking very mich to anyone right now!!!
I MISS SARAHANN!
<33 ROCKY-POO BEAR!
and now.. im back to were i was with the whole josh thingy.. im falling back for him! and he just knows how to get me back that fucking way.. hes the only fcuking one hwo can do that shit to me and he fucking does.. i think we might date agian.. but hes jsut gonna use me so imma just not get all lovy shit with him! i have learned his games so imma play them right back with him.. and yah its gonna be hard not to want him back cuz hes like great! yah i kno phoebe and sarah and angie are gonna say hes not.. its just something about him that i cant let go of him.. i have tried but he just fucking comes back to me.. and im talking to him right now.. last nigth he called me and i got all giggly with him aigan.. and its not suppose to happen like this agian! and its jsut like i have these feelings for him that dont ever fucking leave.. i dont kno wat to call it!
but to a better subject! i am havign lobster and steak for my b-day! phoebes comign down and maybe josh! i hope he does but if he dont i might be better off without him here.. cuz i will get all hyper just phoebe here and i will wanna be with josh and i wont pay attention to my fmaily.. cuz they will want me to be around the family and i wotn wanan be! and if phoebe is here i will be better!!! and hopefully the night of my b-day we go back to phoebes and get drunk! and im not saying who is getting me drunk for my b-day! but imma get going cuz josh is like trying to talk to me and im not talking very mich to anyone right now!!!
I MISS SARAHANN!
<33 ROCKY-POO BEAR!