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im having the worst time this week.. i been sick.. then josh asked me out and i said yes then he broke up with me as u all kno! and then i went to alli's yesterday to have a good time and who the fuck do u think i wanted to call? JOSH! alli took the phone from me and was talkin to him and she snapped out on him and he called her a bitch and hung up on her.. and then alli decide she wants to cut my bangs so she did and they fuckin look cuter as hell.. then we just had a firer and shit.. then we went to sleep and told i got up and came home.. i came home in a good mood to have fun today! and now i found out when i got home my fuckin mother is in jail and might be going to prison.. she had 3 counts of drugs on here and something else.. and then i found our josh broke up with me to go with sarah.. so now my life is just really fucked up now! i just dont kno wat to do anymore.. then today morgan called me and was like im coming to get u and i was like okay and i went out with her and brent and shawna ans we went to the mall and then went driveing and got ice cream and i guess that helped my day go alil better i guess. but yah.. im probally just gonna stay home tonight and study for my finals i guess... cuz no one else seems to want to hang out with me anymore.. and im becoming a loner agian.. i dont kno is that is a bad thing or not.. but im done with josh and i mean i am done with him for good now.. and right now he is at the movies with sarah.. and yea i am jealous but o well.. and imma just go before i say stuff i dont wanna say!!!