Pass the fucking ambien.
I swear, this is fucking crazy. I can't get to sleep, even though I only had barely an hour of sleep the previous day. And to think that just a few hours ago, I was practically dying of sleepiness. Now I'm bloody wide awake and I doubt I'll get to sleep anytime soon unless I resort to banging my head against the wall to knock myself out. Which means, I'm not going to be fresh for clubbing later tonight! Eugh.
I'll be starting work at CPF on Monday. Wish me luck; God knows how much I'm gonna need it, because:
- I have no idea what to expect
- I know shit about admin duties
- I'm required to dress formal and I hatehatehate that
- I'm gonna be the youngest punk there, which leads me to the next point
- I'm gonna be loneeeely
But I guess the experience is gonna be worth going through everything I listed above. If it's not though, I'll just act stupid and bloody useless so they'll terminate me, hahah. Okay no I won't do that, because I need the money anyway.
Honestly, I don't know why I'm going to work for them, because I don't agree (not that it matters to them) with the way they operate (not that I actually know how they operate, hahah). Stop holding onto my parents' CPF money you twits. I could use that money. Apple Nano! Canon Ixus! Kate Spade mobile phone strap! Nokia 6280! Bangkok trip! Perth trip!
Okay fine I'm just playing around. I guess it shows what lack of sleep can do to a normally sane person.
Eh, but quite dangerous to blog like this, 'blasting' a government organisation. I mean, a third person only just got charged for blogging racist remarks or something like that. Then again, that's quite unrelated to whatever I just blogged. Aah, what the hell am I talking about?