If they ask you about me anymore just give them a dirty look and tell them to go eat a shoe, because they are annoying and need to mind their own business and also they just look like they'd enjoy a nice shoe-snack. Actually I have no idea, just say I do come to school, I've just missed too much work so I have to do work on my own instead of in the regular classes. 'Cos there's no way I'd be able to catch up at this point. And you can throw in the shoe thing if you like.
Yeah that is bullshit. That's like stupid potheads when they're all like 'Oh yeah I didn't smoke up for 2 weeks! But I did last night but still TWO WEEKS!' and then people actually congratulate them. Right. Because there was a point to that. And I remember them being like that kind of before I stopped talking to Siobhan. It annoyed me. Now I really just don't care, good for them, but yeah I can see where you would be annoyed. I don't talk to Dylan, I haven't seen him since like grade 8? But yeah. That's shit. Oh well. Just ignore them if they annoy you. I hate when people whine for attention about problems that you actually have, but you keep your mouth shut, so it's just like "AHHH!!" and you explode. Well you know what I mean anyways. Whatever though. Keep being harsh about it, I'd say that's a good strategy. Just like my girls that call themselves ugly one. Guys should actually agree with them. Haha. That would shut them up. =)
haha yea. i'll throw in the shoe =) just for effect. (i'll let you know when i figure out what that "effect" is exactly, andi might get a few weird looks from it but ehhh whatever =P i like those weird looks anyway) i know this is kinda really random, but iwas going to say it when i was talking to you on msn yesterday, i dont know what's different (and not that this wasnt true before or anything...) but, you are freaking GORGEOUS. i dont know if it's because i havent seen you in a while, or yuor hair, or WHAT but im not even kidding. you are beyond pretty. sorry if that seems awkward or something lol.
but yea, shivvy and dylan definitely don't get the light, sympathetic, considerate, or unbderstanding side of me when it comes to things i've dealt with before...like you know. like omg.. the first convo i ever had with dylan, he started tlaking about how he wants to kill himself, and all this shit and i was like "fuck buddy, you are talking to the WRONG person here." and i totally pissed him off, but he defintiely deserved it. they're good people, they just need to keep certain things to themselves or at least stop making it seem like they're just attention whores. i mean, their relationship seems slightly off trac ktoo. every other day one of them is freaking out about how 'they might be breaking up' or 'i have acrush on someone else and i dontk now what to do' or 'maybe i just dont want to be in a relationship anymore so we need to taeke a break' then the other in-between days they're all "omg i love you so much. TOGETHER FOREVER" i mean, as much as i think im in love with alex, i've never said we're going to be together forever, i've never even told him if i thought of the possibility or anything. yea, maybe they've been together for a wayyyyy longer time, but i think they are a slight bit loopy in the relationship.
Haha well then you are insane and need new contacts, because I prolly look exactly the same as before, which most definitely wasn't gorgeous. Actually, I do look different lol, mostly my hair and all, but the way I do my makeup is different too (I haven't touched my black eyeliner in like weeks which scares me) and I guess just my attitude about myself and everything. Also I've just had fairly good self-esteem lately =S I don't know if that effects it at all or what, but maybe... I've only really disliked much about myself when I was all ickyhormonal crap. AND my skin cleared up even more. Bonus! Ha.
Um... wow. Okay, slap me if I'm sounding like I think we're the perfect couple here at all, okay? Because I definitely don't think that Kevin and I are perfect. Far from it. But we've been going out pretty much the same amount of time as them. And the last time we fought? Was like, what, two months ago? And we've NEVER even considered breaking up with each other. =S That's what I don't get about them. If they keep doubting it how can they say they love each other like that? =S I don't even care if they read this lol I think you're right, that's pretty freaking messed up. I say forever with Kevin, but most people don't really critisize that I guess? Not even my parents to be honest. Because I don't know I guess it's just... valid. If we fought every other day there's no way I'd say forever. But that's just me. So I'm stopping. *prepares to be slapped*
Sometimes you need to piss people off to wake them up. They don't like it, so be it I guess. Not everyone can love you, thats how I feel anyways. So meh. Do what you have to.
yea. They've definitely read. and shivvy is definitely pissed. myles told me about it. i just told him that basically anything i said to you, they should have already known by now as for my opinions on it. and that if they want to bring certain stuff up with me they'd beter be prepared for either harsh realism or brutal honesty because there are three main topics i tend to avoid or have almost no sympathy for (except certain/obvious exceptions) the three being, cutting, suicide, and boys. so its not my fault if they bring those things on themselves.
i totally agree with the relationship thing too though. but shivvy knows i dont understand that either. and sometimes she says she doesnt either. but thats fine too i guess. whateverrr. like me and alex have been "seeing eachother" for.. i dont know... just over 6 months.. but since november we've been about as close as we are now. (even if our "officially going out time" is only 2 months--next week) and we've never fought at all. and i know that doesnt compare to their relationship deal at all. but me and alex have never fought at all in the entire time i've even known him just a s a friend too. the closest we ever came to a "fight" was when i was all weird because of him smoking. so...i definitely dont get them.
but eh. i dont plan on worrying about it. as long as my relationship is fine. as is yours. we shouldnt be worrying about how successful or rocky their's is.
I'm not worried about it either. But she should realize that what you're saying is well... true. =S I mean everyone goes awww you guys are so cute, sure, but people always say that. To be nice. They can't handle honestly? Eh. Oh well. I don't see why she's reading this. I used to read hers from time to time if I saw it while browsing someone's friends page or what have you. But I've stopped because half of it was just stupid. So I don't know why she bitched at me for reading it when she's STILL doing it. But that's fine.
The times Kevin and I have fought were because I was hurt, which wasn't even his fault, just that I'm extremely sensitive lately and I can't help it. But yeah. I'm trying to be a bit better, and we don't fight even though we talk as close to 24/7 as it gets. Isn't that how it's supposed to be? You have disagreements but not whole huge 'I'm dumping you!' fights. That's... very 4th grade. Oh well. I'm so glad 4th grade is behind us. 4th grade was dumb.
Yeah that is bullshit. That's like stupid potheads when they're all like 'Oh yeah I didn't smoke up for 2 weeks! But I did last night but still TWO WEEKS!' and then people actually congratulate them. Right. Because there was a point to that. And I remember them being like that kind of before I stopped talking to Siobhan. It annoyed me. Now I really just don't care, good for them, but yeah I can see where you would be annoyed. I don't talk to Dylan, I haven't seen him since like grade 8? But yeah. That's shit. Oh well. Just ignore them if they annoy you. I hate when people whine for attention about problems that you actually have, but you keep your mouth shut, so it's just like "AHHH!!" and you explode. Well you know what I mean anyways. Whatever though. Keep being harsh about it, I'd say that's a good strategy. Just like my girls that call themselves ugly one. Guys should actually agree with them. Haha. That would shut them up. =)
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i'll throw in the shoe =)
just for effect.
(i'll let you know when i figure out what that "effect" is exactly, andi might get a few weird looks from it but ehhh whatever =P i like those weird looks anyway)
i know this is kinda really random, but iwas going to say it when i was talking to you on msn yesterday, i dont know what's different (and not that this wasnt true before or anything...) but, you are freaking GORGEOUS. i dont know if it's because i havent seen you in a while, or yuor hair, or WHAT but im not even kidding. you are beyond pretty. sorry if that seems awkward or something lol.
but yea, shivvy and dylan definitely don't get the light, sympathetic, considerate, or unbderstanding side of me when it comes to things i've dealt with before...like you know. like omg.. the first convo i ever had with dylan, he started tlaking about how he wants to kill himself, and all this shit and i was like "fuck buddy, you are talking to the WRONG person here." and i totally pissed him off, but he defintiely deserved it. they're good people, they just need to keep certain things to themselves or at least stop making it seem like they're just attention whores. i mean, their relationship seems slightly off trac ktoo. every other day one of them is freaking out about how 'they might be breaking up' or 'i have acrush on someone else and i dontk now what to do' or 'maybe i just dont want to be in a relationship anymore so we need to taeke a break' then the other in-between days they're all "omg i love you so much. TOGETHER FOREVER" i mean, as much as i think im in love with alex, i've never said we're going to be together forever, i've never even told him if i thought of the possibility or anything. yea, maybe they've been together for a wayyyyy longer time, but i think they are a slight bit loopy in the relationship.
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Um... wow. Okay, slap me if I'm sounding like I think we're the perfect couple here at all, okay? Because I definitely don't think that Kevin and I are perfect. Far from it. But we've been going out pretty much the same amount of time as them. And the last time we fought? Was like, what, two months ago? And we've NEVER even considered breaking up with each other. =S That's what I don't get about them. If they keep doubting it how can they say they love each other like that? =S I don't even care if they read this lol I think you're right, that's pretty freaking messed up. I say forever with Kevin, but most people don't really critisize that I guess? Not even my parents to be honest. Because I don't know I guess it's just... valid. If we fought every other day there's no way I'd say forever. But that's just me. So I'm stopping. *prepares to be slapped*
Sometimes you need to piss people off to wake them up. They don't like it, so be it I guess. Not everyone can love you, thats how I feel anyways. So meh. Do what you have to.
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They've definitely read.
and shivvy is definitely pissed.
myles told me about it.
i just told him that basically anything i said to you, they should have already known by now as for my opinions on it.
and that if they want to bring certain stuff up with me they'd beter be prepared for either harsh realism or brutal honesty because there are three main topics i tend to avoid or have almost no sympathy for (except certain/obvious exceptions) the three being, cutting, suicide, and boys. so its not my fault if they bring those things on themselves.
i totally agree with the relationship thing too though. but shivvy knows i dont understand that either. and sometimes she says she doesnt either. but thats fine too i guess. whateverrr.
like me and alex have been "seeing eachother" for.. i dont know... just over 6 months.. but since november we've been about as close as we are now. (even if our "officially going out time" is only 2 months--next week) and we've never fought at all. and i know that doesnt compare to their relationship deal at all. but me and alex have never fought at all in the entire time i've even known him just a s a friend too. the closest we ever came to a "fight" was when i was all weird because of him smoking. so...i definitely dont get them.
but eh. i dont plan on worrying about it. as long as my relationship is fine. as is yours. we shouldnt be worrying about how successful or rocky their's is.
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The times Kevin and I have fought were because I was hurt, which wasn't even his fault, just that I'm extremely sensitive lately and I can't help it. But yeah. I'm trying to be a bit better, and we don't fight even though we talk as close to 24/7 as it gets. Isn't that how it's supposed to be? You have disagreements but not whole huge 'I'm dumping you!' fights. That's... very 4th grade. Oh well. I'm so glad 4th grade is behind us. 4th grade was dumb.
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