May 07, 2005 05:56
Note: I am not going to put this in one of those sub things to save space
I don't care if it pissed some of you guys off to read. I am feeling sappy and am going to explain every little detail.
I was just talking to a girl on my MSN about the first time I met Sam, and she asked me to explain it, and I believe it is a decent story
long, but decent, no, great.
I can't recall the exact date, I believe it was July 10th we met.
But that morning, I can recall awakening, and being so excited, getting all my shit together, calling up Bryan and Tyler to be ready for we must depart to Vancouver.
This is where I was to meet the love of my life, my other half, the better side, the most wonderful girl in existense, (yes the rest of you suck compared to her so shhhhhh)
We lefti n Sherry's Van with Tyler (Tylers mom) and had a blast, thanks so much Sherry for the help :)
After taking some retarded pictures, and goofing around in Tylers Van, we got to the ferry terminal in NAnaimo, jumped aboard the soonest ferry and off we were.
After arriving in Vancouver, it must have been about 4:30 or so, we got into town on bus and sky train. Arriving in Metro Town Bryan was excited to goto the nearest West 49 to purchase a new complete (skateboard)
While he did this me and Tyler walked around looking for grub.
An hour or so later we went back to find Bryan still at it, realizing we had no clue where we were going after that we asked for some directions and took off.
As soon as we got outside the mall we realized that even with these instructions on how to get to our destinations we were still lost, after trecking 6 blocks in the opposite direction in which we had to go, we turned and decided to take another bus.
I spotted our hotel and started reefing on the bus chord to stop, as soon as we stopped I leaped off the bus and got the guys to hurry up and we walked to the receptionists desk and were asking for our room numbers etc.
While doing this, Shauna, Sams friend happened to come out of Sams room and spot us, she told Sam, and Sam came to the door and peeked her head out to see, right as she did I looked over to catch her and waved nervously, she pulled back into her room, nervous I would believe, so I finishedu p getting my key.
I recall the excitement in the air, the nerves racking against me, "what if she doesn't like you, what if she thinks you're a dork, what if you're not the same? what if she thinks you have a funny voice?" all sorts of questions scrambling through my head.
I got my key and walked out the door which was to my left as I faced the receptionist and took another left to go up to my room, Tyler and Bryan were being fucking dorks and just wouldn't shut up as they left me to meet my fate at the top of the stairs, the fate in which I gladly fall upon to this day.
There she was, standing there, smiling nervously, she had recently just got her lip and eyebrow pierced.
I hugged her and said hello. The hug felt like it lasted forever, it was so good to hold her close, for I already knew I loved her before, but to hold something so precious to me for the first time, it was very comforting.
We walked back to our rooms, and she sat on the bed closest to the window, I put down both my bags and sa on a spare chair, keeping a little distance, becausei 'm a geek like that @_@
we said hi again and she couldn't get over how nervous she was, and neither could I
it was like the room was electric, as in there was no bad feelings to be found anywhere, just excitement and anticipation.
I got up and walked over to where she was. Sitting next to her I could feel a surge go through my body, I could feel myself becoming complete.
I told her to stop being nervous, I said hello ( ;) ) and I kissed her very briefly. The kind of kiss a little boy would give or recieve if he was extremely shy, just kind of in and out.
I felt like such a dork and we both laughed it off. Everything was just getting better and better.
I leaned in and gave her our first passionate kiss
the best feeling i'd ever felt to that point, to feel her warm lips pressed against mine and to hold her close to me as we sat in this foreign place, it was just amazing. I could feel the pulsing and small shivering of her body, they were very very subtle.
I can remember hearing my heart race to the sound of existense, I recall the time just stopping, nothing happening in the world but me and Sam.
We finished the kiss and stared into each others eyes. I remember thinking she had such gorgeous eyes. So beautiful, I remember checking her out @_@
such a nice body. "So hawt, want to touch the hiney, aouuuuuuuuuuuu!"
After making out for god knows how long, I can't remember, we decided it was time to get up and go for a walk. We were both aching for some vanilla pepsi. There was a store right next to our hotel, but we wanted a walk, not a small hike. So we walked and walked and walked. 62 city blocks later, we were back and were ready for the second round. After both of us got tired
I remember this most of all.
Thinking that she was someone I could easily spend the rest of my life with, someone whose eyes I could always look into when i'm down to cheer me up. Someone who I will always love, for the rest of my life.
I remember holding her to me as we slept.
I remember this memory the most because, it is my most cherrished one
there is nothing in my life that has even closely compared to the feelings she brought out of me that night.
I love you Sam
with all my little heart
and I always will <3