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"Haven't updated this journal in decades but thought i should for some reason.
Getting calls on both phones round the clock, really annoying.Got a frantic call from Gillian last night, turns out Ainsley did confess to her about all these lie's recently.
I thought She would have been over the big fight which happened a year ago but clearly not.
Also got a txt from Natalie,at possibly the worst time but at the moment everything is a bad time, didnt think she would actually believe it all aswell.
To be honest didnt think anyone would but evidently not from all the phone calls.
Everyone is mad at me because they think I called them and now they are calling me, not just my mobile, my families phone aswell. Did nobody stop to ask me if maybe I got a phone call?"
Can i just clear something up. I am not a liar. i confessed to nothing. only my true friends and the God above me will know the truth. I did not "confess about all these lies recently". The reason this was said is because Rachael is embarrassed about getting extremely drunk and phoning myself, Amy, Natalie, Fi and all the other people. Why the hell, after all these months would i not be over the petty fight we had? I think it is obvious that its Rachael who isnt over it because she's the one who had the immaturity and stupidity to prankie me in the early hours of the morning. I dont like having my name dragged through the mud for somethin i never did. I makes me physically sick to think of how much someone can lie. Even to Stuart who is ment to be one of her close pals. He couldnt understand why someone (me) would make shit up about her. Well stuart, its your friend who's making the shit up about me and im sorry that she has lied through her teeth to such a nice person. Im sorry but ive had enough. I wouldnt make something like this up. its stupid. I know for a fact that it was Rachael who phoned those people- a fact! i think i have some degree of maturity and wouldnt be so fucking idiotic to make a random thing like that up. Why would i try and get at her now- i dont care about her. she's pathetic. I feel so sorry for her because one day these lies that she tells will hurt her more than the people she's lying about.