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i haven't really been doing anything the past few days. nothing, actually. i just haven't really felt like going anywhere. i don't know whats wrong, i've just been really lazy. maybe its waiting for my GED score to come in. which i know i should go out and let time pass me by, but when i get up to get ready, i get sidetracked and have to sit back down again. maybe its because i go to sleep at like 5am and dont wake up til about 4 in the afternoon, and by then the day is practically over. my mom went to go rent me Gia with Angelina Jolie (which ended up skipping half way through, so i didn't get to watch the whole movie..grr) and i sat on the front porch on a towel looking at my 'W' magazine in the thunderstorm. it was really cool outside and even cooler than it was inside my house. just me and shelby, ha.. it was quite relaxing and then startling all of a sudden when lightning would strike. when my mom returned she came in the front door crying because she and my sister had just found out that my nephew, Dylan, is def. he's 1 and turns 2 on Halloween. after she told me i started to think about it and i got really sad too. poor dylan, and poor kristen and cj for all the more time their going to have to put in to raise dylan in the most regular lifestyle possible. i know it's not the worst thing that could happen, because he's very healthy. its just sad that he won't be able to communicate as clearly as the rest of us.
:-[
night.