ADMIT IT, YOU USED ME.
TurnsToAshes01: r u trying to start more shit ?
PerfectdByHatred: chris, she starting talking about it to me, i guess im in reality and your not.
TurnsToAshes01: if your going to talk shit on me then ill do much of the same aimee
TurnsToAshes01: so stop
PerfectdByHatred: i know you used me, i guess i can deal with that. thats not talking shit chris thats stating a fact ... all the pieces fit.
TurnsToAshes01: dude im not even gunna fight about this
TurnsToAshes01: its done with
TurnsToAshes01: and it wont happen again
PerfectdByHatred: im not tryin to fight with you, i just want you to tell me the truth about what happened, it isnt that hard. can you take 5 minutes out of your life to tell me exactly everything that was going through your head
TurnsToAshes01: you need to shut up to other people
TurnsToAshes01: because it isnt their business
PerfectdByHatred: im not trying to get anyone into it
TurnsToAshes01: bullshit
TurnsToAshes01: and it wasnt all me
TurnsToAshes01: so dont give me that shit
TurnsToAshes01: your fucking my lifeup even more
TurnsToAshes01: its like you want drama
TurnsToAshes01: it was fine yesterday
TurnsToAshes01: then you start going off and saying shit
PerfectdByHatred: well chris it might have seemed fine, but it wasnt. im afraid to tell you anything. all i want to know is what you were thinking when it happened. im not tryin to say its all your fault, i know it was mine too, i went through with it
TurnsToAshes01: i dont want to talk about it
PerfectdByHatred: why not.
PerfectdByHatred: i want to know. i have a right to know.
TurnsToAshes01: its done
PerfectdByHatred: emotionally to me, its not.
TurnsToAshes01: im not going to talk about it
TurnsToAshes01: i dont need more drama
PerfectdByHatred: why not. becasue you got what you fucking wanted out of it.
PerfectdByHatred: i fucking knew it.
TurnsToAshes01: and if your going to start it then please stop and just leave.
TurnsToAshes01: no thats not it
PerfectdByHatred: dont talk to me, your just a waste of my time now.
TurnsToAshes01: but youll be convinced
TurnsToAshes01: see
TurnsToAshes01: you wont shuit up
PerfectdByHatred: all you fucking do is hurt me chris.
TurnsToAshes01: because you have your opinion
PerfectdByHatred: THEN FUCKING PROVE ME WREONG
TurnsToAshes01: and youll stick with it
PerfectdByHatred: YOU FUCKING CANT
TurnsToAshes01: and its old
TurnsToAshes01: so im not going to do this for the 100th time
PerfectdByHatred: YOU KNOW THATS WHAT YOU DID ALL I WANTED YOU TO DO IS ADMIT IT.
TurnsToAshes01 signed off at 2:00:18 PM.
Why cant he just admit he used me? or atleast prove me wrong that he didnt. i hate the way he makes me feel. he said it was fine yesterday, well it might have seemed like it , but inside i was fuckin torn up. he is too blind to see whats really going on, or atleast he can see it but doesnt want to. IT WAS GOOD FOR THAT NIGHT WASNT IT CHRIS?! well you know what, it has scarred me. "it will never happen again" you say, you lie. it will happen again i know it will becaseu we have said that too many times before. maybe it didnt effect you but it affected me. Reality hit me, you used me. ill have to deal with that. but why dont you stop denying what you did, everyone thinks you did so what rep are you protecting? oh ya the fact that mellissa might find out, or whoever your trying to get to today. and i hope she did find out, becasue if she did then she would know the real person you are and how you treat people that you 'care' about. you want it to go away, then tell me the truth, then it will go away, and so will i. hopefully forever.
PerfectdByHatred: chris, she starting talking about it to me, i guess im in reality and your not.
TurnsToAshes01: if your going to talk shit on me then ill do much of the same aimee
TurnsToAshes01: so stop
PerfectdByHatred: i know you used me, i guess i can deal with that. thats not talking shit chris thats stating a fact ... all the pieces fit.
TurnsToAshes01: dude im not even gunna fight about this
TurnsToAshes01: its done with
TurnsToAshes01: and it wont happen again
PerfectdByHatred: im not tryin to fight with you, i just want you to tell me the truth about what happened, it isnt that hard. can you take 5 minutes out of your life to tell me exactly everything that was going through your head
TurnsToAshes01: you need to shut up to other people
TurnsToAshes01: because it isnt their business
PerfectdByHatred: im not trying to get anyone into it
TurnsToAshes01: bullshit
TurnsToAshes01: and it wasnt all me
TurnsToAshes01: so dont give me that shit
TurnsToAshes01: your fucking my lifeup even more
TurnsToAshes01: its like you want drama
TurnsToAshes01: it was fine yesterday
TurnsToAshes01: then you start going off and saying shit
PerfectdByHatred: well chris it might have seemed fine, but it wasnt. im afraid to tell you anything. all i want to know is what you were thinking when it happened. im not tryin to say its all your fault, i know it was mine too, i went through with it
TurnsToAshes01: i dont want to talk about it
PerfectdByHatred: why not.
PerfectdByHatred: i want to know. i have a right to know.
TurnsToAshes01: its done
PerfectdByHatred: emotionally to me, its not.
TurnsToAshes01: im not going to talk about it
TurnsToAshes01: i dont need more drama
PerfectdByHatred: why not. becasue you got what you fucking wanted out of it.
PerfectdByHatred: i fucking knew it.
TurnsToAshes01: and if your going to start it then please stop and just leave.
TurnsToAshes01: no thats not it
PerfectdByHatred: dont talk to me, your just a waste of my time now.
TurnsToAshes01: but youll be convinced
TurnsToAshes01: see
TurnsToAshes01: you wont shuit up
PerfectdByHatred: all you fucking do is hurt me chris.
TurnsToAshes01: because you have your opinion
PerfectdByHatred: THEN FUCKING PROVE ME WREONG
TurnsToAshes01: and youll stick with it
PerfectdByHatred: YOU FUCKING CANT
TurnsToAshes01: and its old
TurnsToAshes01: so im not going to do this for the 100th time
PerfectdByHatred: YOU KNOW THATS WHAT YOU DID ALL I WANTED YOU TO DO IS ADMIT IT.
TurnsToAshes01 signed off at 2:00:18 PM.
Why cant he just admit he used me? or atleast prove me wrong that he didnt. i hate the way he makes me feel. he said it was fine yesterday, well it might have seemed like it , but inside i was fuckin torn up. he is too blind to see whats really going on, or atleast he can see it but doesnt want to. IT WAS GOOD FOR THAT NIGHT WASNT IT CHRIS?! well you know what, it has scarred me. "it will never happen again" you say, you lie. it will happen again i know it will becaseu we have said that too many times before. maybe it didnt effect you but it affected me. Reality hit me, you used me. ill have to deal with that. but why dont you stop denying what you did, everyone thinks you did so what rep are you protecting? oh ya the fact that mellissa might find out, or whoever your trying to get to today. and i hope she did find out, becasue if she did then she would know the real person you are and how you treat people that you 'care' about. you want it to go away, then tell me the truth, then it will go away, and so will i. hopefully forever.