Oct 07, 2005 10:02
Sooo.. I guess my journal is due for a little update.
I hardly write in here, mainly because when I get online, it's not for very long... & I usually have too much to write about.
--Random: In the past 2 days (since Wednesday night), I've drove (driven? man, I should know this) 90 miles... 90! It's only 6 to school and back,
...so that's 24 miles... and I didn't work yesterday.. I dunno, for some reason it seems weird to me, considering I really haven't went many places... or maybe I have and I didn't realize how fast it was adding up? I dunno, but the main thing that gets me is.. ooooh... that's about $15 in gas. Yeah. BOOOOO.
Uuhhh.. so, I watched the first Red Wings game of the season with Micah on Wednesday! That was pretty fun, I like hanging out with him. We get along really well, he's a good friend, and he likes kick ass music. Anyway, Wednesday was October 5th, which means a year ago Wednesday I met Neal (and go figure that he is OBSESSED with hockey, and the wings). Neal, the one who had my heart, the one who didn't necessarily break it, but opened my eyes up to a lot of things about myself after we broke up. Even though I am happy where I am today, and who I am with, I will never, ever forget Neal. I loved him with all of my heart and more. I don't care if we were only together for not even 6 months, I cared about him so much. I had boyfriends before him, but he was my first "serious" boyfriend. I miss spending holidays and birthdays with his family, I miss the nights where we would be goofy and spend tons of money on candy, mix it all together, plop down on the couch and watch TV all night..or the days over Christmas break where he would take me out to breakfast, Christmas shopping, we would buy tons of different candy canes because we both love them... then we would find a parking lot and do donuts in the escort. :) He was wonderful..and I loved that our families even got to meet (we went to his house for Christmas Eve), and little things like that. It really makes me so happy to know that I have those memories to hold onto forever, even if I will never get to experience them again with him. I miss the long drive home with him, from his house to my house, and the fact that we could cry in front of each other and it was okay because we had each other to wipe the tears away. Ahhh. I'll stop being sentimental now, it's just nice to reflect on those memories once in awhile, ya know? I'm sure some of you can relate. But I have moved on and met new people and am currently in a relationship with an amazing person who makes me happy, and that's what matters now!
Anyway, gotta work today until 6:30...usually I would mind, but whatever, 3 hours, no biggie..and I totally need the money.
So I think that's all. I really like my hair today.
:)