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WELL WELL WELL.
it really sucks to find out on my fine ass fucking vacation that YOU are addressing ME once again.
let me guess............ another one left you? who is always ran to when you get dumped or are in a sad mood or shit goes wrong or you have no place to live. yeah.
let's take a trip down memory lane.
you pursued me.
you moved in with me.
you left me.
you hurt me.
i almost died.
you blamed me.
turned my friends and family against me.
then have the fucking balls to say............ that you're cool with me?
i don't give a shit if you think i should die. i dont give a shit if you think im the hottest shit in california. i do care that you are addressing what seems to be me once again. it really sucks that every time i think youve disappeared you reaapear. why don't you disappear? go away. leave the state. go live on some fucking island and die... because you know that no matter how much you fucking "try" youll never become anything but some lonely guy telling people to forget about the past but who's the one bringing it up?
memory lane...the past...
kicking me? pushing me? banging on my rats cage? me losing three hours of my life because somebody couldn't control their temper? me almost dying and my family not finding out for how long?????????????????? and you did nothing?
the only thing i ever want to hear or read from you is an apology. you are no prize...and i was your puppet.
i lost my friends and almost my family because of your malnourished, abused, multiple personality, in the closet ass.
all i ever did was try to help you. thats all anybody has tried to do. one day...why don't you tell people the truth instead of trying to come off as some guy who has his head on strait...cause everybody knows you only think with one fucking head and its usually directed and underage girls with no self esteem.
i almost thought you had gotten a clue.
apologize......for all the reasons you know you should apologize for. if you can't...then go seek counseling. because all i see right now is little fucking JOSHIE reaching out for roxy's help. cause shes the only one that stuck around for FOUR YEARS of your bullshit. do me a favor. forget my name, forget my face, forget my livejournal name, and forget the fact that we ever knew each other and we'll be in business. other than that...if my name, initials, or any mention of MY FAMILY that made you food, took you out, gave you a chance...is used without the mention of apology... we are going to have problems. and trust me...if i were going to talk shit about you i would at least come up with some entertaining stories...not just the real ones about domestic abuse and sexual perversions... (or that one about your best friend and i having sex like one month after we broke up... oh wait...that did happen...and oh wait... he wanted me to leave you for him when we were dating...oooooooh and you call that a friend.........)
and im not completely drunk. i can still spell. so here. how bout we post this for ALL THE WORLD TO SEE...cause you know... there is more to life....than the world of DOGBYTE. (by the way...didnt he "die" when you were engaged to heroin addict jamie? wow... i guess things never do change...)
im aware.
remember...forget...but never forgive
it really sucks to find out on my fine ass fucking vacation that YOU are addressing ME once again.
let me guess............ another one left you? who is always ran to when you get dumped or are in a sad mood or shit goes wrong or you have no place to live. yeah.
let's take a trip down memory lane.
you pursued me.
you moved in with me.
you left me.
you hurt me.
i almost died.
you blamed me.
turned my friends and family against me.
then have the fucking balls to say............ that you're cool with me?
i don't give a shit if you think i should die. i dont give a shit if you think im the hottest shit in california. i do care that you are addressing what seems to be me once again. it really sucks that every time i think youve disappeared you reaapear. why don't you disappear? go away. leave the state. go live on some fucking island and die... because you know that no matter how much you fucking "try" youll never become anything but some lonely guy telling people to forget about the past but who's the one bringing it up?
memory lane...the past...
kicking me? pushing me? banging on my rats cage? me losing three hours of my life because somebody couldn't control their temper? me almost dying and my family not finding out for how long?????????????????? and you did nothing?
the only thing i ever want to hear or read from you is an apology. you are no prize...and i was your puppet.
i lost my friends and almost my family because of your malnourished, abused, multiple personality, in the closet ass.
all i ever did was try to help you. thats all anybody has tried to do. one day...why don't you tell people the truth instead of trying to come off as some guy who has his head on strait...cause everybody knows you only think with one fucking head and its usually directed and underage girls with no self esteem.
i almost thought you had gotten a clue.
apologize......for all the reasons you know you should apologize for. if you can't...then go seek counseling. because all i see right now is little fucking JOSHIE reaching out for roxy's help. cause shes the only one that stuck around for FOUR YEARS of your bullshit. do me a favor. forget my name, forget my face, forget my livejournal name, and forget the fact that we ever knew each other and we'll be in business. other than that...if my name, initials, or any mention of MY FAMILY that made you food, took you out, gave you a chance...is used without the mention of apology... we are going to have problems. and trust me...if i were going to talk shit about you i would at least come up with some entertaining stories...not just the real ones about domestic abuse and sexual perversions... (or that one about your best friend and i having sex like one month after we broke up... oh wait...that did happen...and oh wait... he wanted me to leave you for him when we were dating...oooooooh and you call that a friend.........)
and im not completely drunk. i can still spell. so here. how bout we post this for ALL THE WORLD TO SEE...cause you know... there is more to life....than the world of DOGBYTE. (by the way...didnt he "die" when you were engaged to heroin addict jamie? wow... i guess things never do change...)
im aware.
remember...forget...but never forgive