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nobody reads this, i dont care. this is a memory i can keep, fuck everyone else.
so tonight, i am in love. i am in love for the first time, and i finally know what this feels like. all the times ive said this, i thought high school relationships meant something. for the first time, he is all i can hold on to. hes made me the person i am, and all the memories we have, are things ive wanted since i was a little girl. we walked through st augustine, sat on the edge of the water, walked through the park, held hands, drove around, kissed in alleys. kissed on the beach, and i held him so tight. held him closer than anyone ive ever held before. drank at my spot, kissed on the bridge.
and i feel like my heart was left in his arms.
and lately, things have been rough, and i dont want to lose him. if i lose him, ill lose everything i am.
so tonight, i am in love. i am in love for the first time, and i finally know what this feels like. all the times ive said this, i thought high school relationships meant something. for the first time, he is all i can hold on to. hes made me the person i am, and all the memories we have, are things ive wanted since i was a little girl. we walked through st augustine, sat on the edge of the water, walked through the park, held hands, drove around, kissed in alleys. kissed on the beach, and i held him so tight. held him closer than anyone ive ever held before. drank at my spot, kissed on the bridge.
and i feel like my heart was left in his arms.
and lately, things have been rough, and i dont want to lose him. if i lose him, ill lose everything i am.