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[_xfakeasmilex_]

god i feel so sick
and hungry
and my head hurts.

i have no one to talk to
because everyone doesnt get it.
i know what i want to be.

i dont want anyone worrying.
my worries are mine.
thats it.

this hunger pang is starting to feel good.

i was thinking about the first time went up north
and when i said "this is beautiful and i can breathe"
and it hasnt changed.