nobody said this was easy
I realized that my mom has changed a lot. I fucking hate it. She used to be so cool and was able to trust my friends and I. Now she thinks I'm some crazy crackwhore or some shit. She doesn't trust me at all and preoccupies my life with babysitting like 896762 days a week just so I can't go out. She's infuckingsane. I have to be in at ten on weekdays, and on the weekend I can stay out til twelve on one night. I don't fucking know what's going through her head. I mean, I know she worries about me, but she's taking it too fucking far, dumb cunt. I really wish Rita were here. I feel like I have no one, and the one I could always turn to is gone. There's so much I'd love to say, but I can't. Maybe I'm just thinking too hard. Maybe not. Nobody read this. heh