I hate men
Funny how much can change in a few days. Last post I was still in that blissful limerence stage with NB. Yesterday however, I was severely pissed off with him.
Basically, he's barely spoken to me all week, and won't answer any of my texts. Worse, I suspect he's back on with N, the other girl from work who he was seeing previously but who I believe is stringing him along (she's already got a boyfriend). I had to endure watching them flirt all day yesterday, and by the time I went to after-work drinks I was about ready to write myself off completely and then turn lesbian.
Lucky one of the gay guys in my team, who has been a great friend to me, was kind enough to hear me vent, and also offer to slam NB's head into his keyboard for me. I found out he loves Discworld, so I am sending him a heap of Hogfather stuff. I love finding new fandom friends.
But the morning always brings new promise, and I'm through the angry stage and into bland acceptance. If he's no longer interested in me, it's his loss. I just can't get over how much men lie when in bed. Do they know the shit that comes out of their mouth?
Am going to have a little fandom marathon tonight with nawl_v - 'lantis and seaQuest. Bring on the Shepwhoring and talking dolphins!
Basically, he's barely spoken to me all week, and won't answer any of my texts. Worse, I suspect he's back on with N, the other girl from work who he was seeing previously but who I believe is stringing him along (she's already got a boyfriend). I had to endure watching them flirt all day yesterday, and by the time I went to after-work drinks I was about ready to write myself off completely and then turn lesbian.
Lucky one of the gay guys in my team, who has been a great friend to me, was kind enough to hear me vent, and also offer to slam NB's head into his keyboard for me. I found out he loves Discworld, so I am sending him a heap of Hogfather stuff. I love finding new fandom friends.
But the morning always brings new promise, and I'm through the angry stage and into bland acceptance. If he's no longer interested in me, it's his loss. I just can't get over how much men lie when in bed. Do they know the shit that comes out of their mouth?
Am going to have a little fandom marathon tonight with nawl_v - 'lantis and seaQuest. Bring on the Shepwhoring and talking dolphins!