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It's been a while!
Today I am very emotional! And I have no clue why... I hate it when I have, for no apparent reason, an emotional day....
I just got done watching "16 Year Old Mother," and I cried like a baby! lol.. guess it's where I am an emotional wreck!
Well I guess that I will update you all with what is going on with my life.
- sports---
Last night was my last basketball game of the season, it really depressed me, I didn't show it, but it really did. Also seeing Ash, Kara, && Heather, made me realize wow, that is going to be me in a few years and I need to make my sports experiences worth my while! Also I got really depressed because of Ash! It sucks that I never got to play any sports with her, that was something that I had always wanted to do, but I guess that's not gonna happen.
On a higher note: Softball is starting! Woot Woot! I am so very excited, I love softball, I just hate the conditioning practices! lol... I really hope that I make varsity this year, more than likely won't, but I'm going to try! && If I don't make varsity, I will be just fine, there is always next year ;)...
- school--
School is so full of drama! But so far I have been able to handle it very well. Sometimes I get so dramatized that I just want to scream so loud that people would stop for just one moment and relize how over-rated high school really is, but that sure isn't going to happen. So I guess I will just have to make the best of the drama part... We got our progress reports the other day.. another thing to depress me.
1st block--health and pe-- A+
2nd block-world history-- B+ (which really depressed me! I have worked my butt off in that class and I got a dern B+!) that's the only one that really got to me
3rd block--career path-- A (the easiest class I have ever taken, alls I do is talk to Ms. Deel && get on the computer)
4th block--algebra1-b-- A (thank God!, because we never do our work in there!)
- friends--
Well I really don't know too much about friends. I have them, but I've somehow lost touch with all of them but about 3, and I'm probably gonna loose a couple more because I won't have time with the whole softball deal, but maybe I will gain a few with softball. :) I really miss all of my friends, but that is life... I'm really starting to miss Adrain really bad, and I have no clue how we ever feel apart... I miss you Adrian, if you ever read this!
- boyfriend
It's going pretty well, we get along great and we're normally always there for each other! I'm so glad he gives me my own space && let's me do what I wanna do, I couldn't ask for more right now! It's wonderful, not only is he a good boyfriend, he is a good person in general... I'm so glad that we're doing so well, it's amazing.
ati && mpo 11//15//05
well that's all i gotts!