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So, Andy is truly amazing.
Saying goodbye to him was probably one of the worst things that i have ever had to do, though. I was trying so hard not to cry at the airport. I didn't want to seem like such a pansy. I was glad his flight got cancelled though, so i atleast got to spend one more night with him.
I had such an amazing time with him while he was here. I wish he didn't have to leave me so soon. I miss him so much, like i'm starting to go crazy because of it. I know this may make me sound like a pussy but i havn't been able to stop crying since he left. I feel like a peice of me is missing and i feel really empty.
Andy was my first kiss and the first boy i have ever held hands with. I have always been really nervous around boys, to the point where i would turn red just looking at them so that's a pretty big deal to me. I always wanted my first kiss to be perfect, and it was. Things were just so different with Andy. I clicked with him, i was never nervous and i'm so comfortable around him. He actually made me feel beautiful.
I really need to see him again.
I think i'm going to go and apply at a store so i can pay for a plane ticket to Toronto.
I think i am in love.
Acually, who am i kidding.
I know i am in love.
P.S I made a new journal. I'm going to stop using this one soon and my new one will probably be friends only. Add me if you still think i'm cute.
xoxo___homicide
xoxo___homicide
xoxo___homicide
xoxo___homicide
Saying goodbye to him was probably one of the worst things that i have ever had to do, though. I was trying so hard not to cry at the airport. I didn't want to seem like such a pansy. I was glad his flight got cancelled though, so i atleast got to spend one more night with him.
I had such an amazing time with him while he was here. I wish he didn't have to leave me so soon. I miss him so much, like i'm starting to go crazy because of it. I know this may make me sound like a pussy but i havn't been able to stop crying since he left. I feel like a peice of me is missing and i feel really empty.
Andy was my first kiss and the first boy i have ever held hands with. I have always been really nervous around boys, to the point where i would turn red just looking at them so that's a pretty big deal to me. I always wanted my first kiss to be perfect, and it was. Things were just so different with Andy. I clicked with him, i was never nervous and i'm so comfortable around him. He actually made me feel beautiful.
I really need to see him again.
I think i'm going to go and apply at a store so i can pay for a plane ticket to Toronto.
I think i am in love.
Acually, who am i kidding.
I know i am in love.
P.S I made a new journal. I'm going to stop using this one soon and my new one will probably be friends only. Add me if you still think i'm cute.
xoxo___homicide
xoxo___homicide
xoxo___homicide
xoxo___homicide