Sep 29, 2005 20:23
haven't updated in a while. do you even remember who i am? i still miss what i've lost. but i'm a fuck up and it's all my fault. spokane is a shitty town and everybody in it is a fucking waste. except for one girl in particular but she won't even give me the time of day anymore. i need to stop drinking whiskey and smoking cigarrettes. i can feel myself dying everyday i wake up.