May 19, 2005 15:28
okay so maybe it wasnt forever..
im updating because i have nothing better to do
so since i updated last, i got dumped and i got my license
i hate driving
i still cant park and it makes me laugh
so lately i have done absolutely nothing but work and go to school
i havent hung out with anyone really
i dont like it much
i get lonely and i think to much
i realized im depressed again and its pretty bad, probably the worst but im handleing alot better then i used to
im doing really well in school
i have a 91 in biology which im really proud of
as well as a 91 in english
and a 92 in spanish
i dont know about economics, but its probably bad
i was supposed to join this boxing thing but i dont feel like it anymore i dont know why its just really not for me i guess
so i have decided to just join PF so that way when i dont go i dont feel like im letting anyone but myself down.
my dad called the other night, and i told my mom to tell him i wasnt home
i feel so bad that i dont want to talk to my own father, but i really have nothing to say to him.. my mom thinks i should tell him that but i dont want to hurt his feelings.
he is supposed to call tonight.. im going to sit around and wait for his call because maybe he will make plans for dinner or something..
yeah i dont really have much else to say
so i guess maybe ill update again eventually