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Well its about time i update again!
I really don't know what to update about! I stop working at Arby's i was so tired of the drive up there everyday and the money that i had to put back for gas!
I have gotten closer to Tasha and Melissa and that has been great I never use to get to hang out with them, but the gang is getting back together lol, except one person is MissinG!!! PUDDIN!!!! WE MISS YOU! I never get to see you girl we are going to have hang like the hole day one day!
But on the negative side!
I Could Not Hate LIFE More Than I Do Now!!!
I don't know what i did to make him hate me so much!
Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
And do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
That songs describes My dad and my relationship!! It means so much to me just to hear him say that he love me and he wants to see me happy, but most of the time he is screaming at me and telling me how much he hates me!