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I know this might be "just some dumb Kid Rock song" to you, but you should listen to it sometime.
Only God Knows Why
I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
Yeah
As it...hey
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey
Makes me think a lot about things..
k well anyways. A lot has happened this past weekend. First of all, I'm not going to school today. I was walking out to goto my Grandpa's truck, and I saw the stairs were kind of slippery. So I go down them anyways. How stupid can I get. Well, at the second step, I slipped. I scraped my arm all up, so theres a like 1-foot long 4 inch wide scratch on it.. my clothes are all muddy, I banged up my knee, and my head is killing me. My Grandpa said I shouldn't goto school, so yeah. I'm not. I'll definately be going tomorrow though. I have a test >.<
k..next. We went to the mall Saturday and went into Sam Goody. Well Ashley had to goto the bathroom so she ran into Sears. We go out into the middle thing and sit on the couches waiting for her. 40 minutes pass. My mom says she's starting to get worried, so we go looking around the mall for her. UGH. My feet were killing me. We meet back up at Kirkland's and we still hadn't found her. My mom looked like she was about to cry. She goes to customer service, but they werern't any help. So we go looking again. I find a security guard, he asks for her description.. and my mom tells me to make one more trip around the mall before anything with the security gets serious.. I go back to where Sam Goody and Sears is.. I look into K B Toys.. and she in there fucking hula hooping. I run into the store and I say Ashley what are you doing in here we have been looking for you for the past HOUR and shes like so? Who cares. I'm like what the fuck. I felt like smashing her fucking face in. God.. so we leave after that. There was a BIG storm, so we couldn't go home. The clouds were all rotating everywhere.. and it was like pitch black since the clouds were so thick. So we goto McDonalds for an icecream. Who eats icecream when it's raining? I do :D K WELL.. We get up to the menu thinger.. and the woman says Welcome To McD.. All the lights go off. Everywhere . It was so dark it was scaring the shit out of me.. Walgreens, Randalls, Exxon.. Everything.. was off. It was so dark. Then Walgreens lights come back on, and the inside of McDonalds comes on. But no outside lights. We pull up to the next menu. Their Debit thing wasn't working,.. so she had to use cash. We drive home. I goto my room.. 10 minutes later my mom comes in my room and tells me that the whole neighborhood by McDonalds has no power. There were Police everywhere, and it was on all the news channels. How exciting. >.<
Yesterday I went to a picnic..an old people's picnic. It was done for my Grandpa's Boss' birthday. His cake said "older than dirt" on it, which made me crack up in front of everyone. How embarrassing. So I play Badminton with this other girl that was there. Was sweating like a dog >.< It started to rain, so I had to go back under the pavillion. time passed.. we went home. I never got to goto Target ;[ I probably won't get to go today either since I can barely walk. Oh well. I'll just have to get clothes later >.<
Yeah well.. I'm tired.. and my arm is starting to swell. Gotta get some ice to put on it. I probably won't be updating for a while.. so get used to staring at the journal entry<3
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haaah. I love the cat ears on me. ;x
Only God Knows Why
I've been sittin here
Tryin to find myself
I get behind myself
I need to rewind myself
Lookin for the payback
Listen for the playback
They say that every man bleeds just like me
And I feel like number one
Yet I'm last in line
I watch my youngest son
And it helps to pass the time
I take too many pills it helps to ease the pain
I made a couple of dollar bills, but still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name
They say it way out loud
A lot of folks fuck with me
It's hard to hang out in crowds
I guess that's the price you pay
To be some big shot like I am
Out strecthed hands and one night stands
Still I can't find love
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
Yeah
As it...hey
And when your walls come tumbling down
I will always be around
People don't know about the things I say and do
They don't understand about the shit that I've been through
It's been so long since I've been home
I've been gone, I've been gone for way too long
Maybe I forgot all things I miss
Oh somehow I know there's more to life than this
I said it too many times
And I still stand firm
You get what you put in
And people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seen mine
No I ain't seen mine
I've been giving just ain't been gettin
I've been walking that there line
So I think I'll keep a walking
With my head held high
I'll keep moving on and only God knows why
Only God
Only God
Only God knows why, why, why, why
Only God...knows...why, why, why
Only God knows why
Take me to the river edge
Take me to the river, hey hey hey
Makes me think a lot about things..
k well anyways. A lot has happened this past weekend. First of all, I'm not going to school today. I was walking out to goto my Grandpa's truck, and I saw the stairs were kind of slippery. So I go down them anyways. How stupid can I get. Well, at the second step, I slipped. I scraped my arm all up, so theres a like 1-foot long 4 inch wide scratch on it.. my clothes are all muddy, I banged up my knee, and my head is killing me. My Grandpa said I shouldn't goto school, so yeah. I'm not. I'll definately be going tomorrow though. I have a test >.<
k..next. We went to the mall Saturday and went into Sam Goody. Well Ashley had to goto the bathroom so she ran into Sears. We go out into the middle thing and sit on the couches waiting for her. 40 minutes pass. My mom says she's starting to get worried, so we go looking around the mall for her. UGH. My feet were killing me. We meet back up at Kirkland's and we still hadn't found her. My mom looked like she was about to cry. She goes to customer service, but they werern't any help. So we go looking again. I find a security guard, he asks for her description.. and my mom tells me to make one more trip around the mall before anything with the security gets serious.. I go back to where Sam Goody and Sears is.. I look into K B Toys.. and she in there fucking hula hooping. I run into the store and I say Ashley what are you doing in here we have been looking for you for the past HOUR and shes like so? Who cares. I'm like what the fuck. I felt like smashing her fucking face in. God.. so we leave after that. There was a BIG storm, so we couldn't go home. The clouds were all rotating everywhere.. and it was like pitch black since the clouds were so thick. So we goto McDonalds for an icecream. Who eats icecream when it's raining? I do :D K WELL.. We get up to the menu thinger.. and the woman says Welcome To McD.. All the lights go off. Everywhere . It was so dark it was scaring the shit out of me.. Walgreens, Randalls, Exxon.. Everything.. was off. It was so dark. Then Walgreens lights come back on, and the inside of McDonalds comes on. But no outside lights. We pull up to the next menu. Their Debit thing wasn't working,.. so she had to use cash. We drive home. I goto my room.. 10 minutes later my mom comes in my room and tells me that the whole neighborhood by McDonalds has no power. There were Police everywhere, and it was on all the news channels. How exciting. >.<
Yesterday I went to a picnic..an old people's picnic. It was done for my Grandpa's Boss' birthday. His cake said "older than dirt" on it, which made me crack up in front of everyone. How embarrassing. So I play Badminton with this other girl that was there. Was sweating like a dog >.< It started to rain, so I had to go back under the pavillion. time passed.. we went home. I never got to goto Target ;[ I probably won't get to go today either since I can barely walk. Oh well. I'll just have to get clothes later >.<
Yeah well.. I'm tired.. and my arm is starting to swell. Gotta get some ice to put on it. I probably won't be updating for a while.. so get used to staring at the journal entry<3
//EDIT// PICTURES ;]
haaah. I love the cat ears on me. ;x