definitely not down with the sickness

Nov 25, 2004 01:31

as of late, i've been feeling pretty lousy... since about monday, i've just been feeling extremely weak. at first, i thought it had something to with my vegan diet, but it can't be that... i always watch what i eat, and how much to consume. vitamins, minerals, and other nutritious needs - yep, i got 'em. then, my mom was so sure that i had strepp throat that she wanted to take me in to see the doc, but i was like, "na."

so my final assumption is that i have some sort of ear problem, seeing how everything sounds like it's coming from underwater and my glands and throat are killing me from the inside-out.

and on top of all that crap, i've recently been informed that i might have to take some tests to see if i'm positive for cystic fibrosis. it's because my cousin might have it. so my aunt is going to have to be tested to verify which side of the family has it, or at least carries it. if my aunt's results are positive, that means that pretty much everyone on my mom's side of the family [including myself and my bro] will need to be tested. damn man, cystic fibrosis is one scary-ass thought. there's absolutely no way that i will ever look at things the same way again.

ever.

hmm... so for this thanksgiving, the only thing that sounds adequate enough to say is this: being thankful for the time i have already spent here with you all; friends, acquaintances, strangers, whomever... i just hope my life gets better. that is... if i don't have a shortened lifespan. fuck.

p.s. to all the grossly mindless and idiotically obese americans of the world...enjoy eating all of my flightless friends tomorrow. i hope the chemicals from the turkey kills you in your NFL post-game "power nap". motherfuckers... if the turkey go down - fuck you! i hope you go down, too. if not, then at least learn the true meaning of thanksgiving...

*my appologies on that closing comment. i was just letting everything out. have a happy thanksgiving, turdbrains.
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