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iam in dire need of an update - so here iam.
nowadays, life is swell.
im stoked about my two early acceptances. i was a person who thought i would never even be able to get into unviersity, annnd here iam with not one but TWO early acceptances. i wont even lie though, i actually did deserve it, i worked my ass off for a semester and basically isolated myself from the world and allllll of my friends.
i lost allooota people during that time for 2 main reasons
1) i had no time for anyone and
2) i thought that when i was ready i could just pick up and act like nothing happened, i was wrong, and clearly i hurt a few people who didnt deserve to be hurt by my life chagnging movements.
buuuuuuuuut, on the other hand.....i expected you guys to be there, regardless.
im not saying everyone changed, those who supproted me - THANK YOU. thank you for being there during alla those damn tears, about nothing - seriously, thanks.
soOOo00OOO before the big trip on my own to montreal, i was convinnnced i could move away with ease. i mean i do have the self displine (laugh away, but i can do it) the only thing i could neverrr do without, is my family. i mean iw as gone for not even a week and i was dying to come home and see my fam, and sleep in my bed, and eat my moms pasta.
iam now SO confused about what i thought was going to be the perfect decision for me. i guess time will tell whats gunna happen, cause if i get into trent, i haveto go there.
blah - well see what happens
what does everyone think - stay here, go away...drop outta high school and work at tim hortons forever?
nowadays, life is swell.
im stoked about my two early acceptances. i was a person who thought i would never even be able to get into unviersity, annnd here iam with not one but TWO early acceptances. i wont even lie though, i actually did deserve it, i worked my ass off for a semester and basically isolated myself from the world and allllll of my friends.
i lost allooota people during that time for 2 main reasons
1) i had no time for anyone and
2) i thought that when i was ready i could just pick up and act like nothing happened, i was wrong, and clearly i hurt a few people who didnt deserve to be hurt by my life chagnging movements.
buuuuuuuuut, on the other hand.....i expected you guys to be there, regardless.
im not saying everyone changed, those who supproted me - THANK YOU. thank you for being there during alla those damn tears, about nothing - seriously, thanks.
soOOo00OOO before the big trip on my own to montreal, i was convinnnced i could move away with ease. i mean i do have the self displine (laugh away, but i can do it) the only thing i could neverrr do without, is my family. i mean iw as gone for not even a week and i was dying to come home and see my fam, and sleep in my bed, and eat my moms pasta.
iam now SO confused about what i thought was going to be the perfect decision for me. i guess time will tell whats gunna happen, cause if i get into trent, i haveto go there.
blah - well see what happens
what does everyone think - stay here, go away...drop outta high school and work at tim hortons forever?